vendredi, janvier 27

because adrian is my friend and because this picture is so damn hot.


oh yes, i was craving for a deep-fried moro bar the other day, the closest i could get was a deep-fried mars bar with ice-cream. pretty disappointing because the mars bar wasn't whole, it was fried into four small balls and it's just not as good. and i'm very sorry to people i've abandoned lately, because of selfish reasons like i have homework and that i am too lazy and that i don't like going out in the day because it is too hot. also, i've gotten over my shoes. i'm going to get a pair of proper sports shoes which i can wear during pe. instead of munching on chocolates and turkey like i did during the christmas season, now i'm munching on pineapple tarts and bagua.

jeudi, janvier 26

watched victoria's secret fashion show 2005 on monday night : ) sucks to those who missed it.

loving the pompoms!

heidi klum gave birth just freaking two months ago

alessandra ambrosio

gisele bundchen

I HAVE THIS URGE TO BUY EVERYTHING. i should've looked through this a couple of weeks ago so that i could say that i'm buying all these for chinese new year!!!

lace scalloped pumps

40's jersey tie-back dress

fucken hot corset boots!!!

and a million other things but if i put pictures of all of them up, blogspot will crash and die from some database overload.

i am also going to crash and die from information overload and total exhaustion soon, which totally calls for something which i haven't done this year!!! skipping school : D plus every other school ends early except for us because we still have three blocks tomorrow! can you freaking believe it. ok i'm damn tired night.

mercredi, janvier 25

it has been a long, miserable and dreadful week so far, kicking off with math test which i am bound to flunk, followed by physics which i will also not do well in. the minute hand of the clock in the lecture theatre seems to go ten times slower than it's supposed to. i fall asleep during every other lecture. but i had yummy ice-cream from perkafe on monday (chocolate mint) and tuesday (ebony and ivory). yiling and i will be hosting a china student together! let's hope it will be more fun than it sounds : ) today, i met up with sijia, chinleng and maybs. hahaha they make me laugh so much!

ooh! i'm going for jason mraz's concert! front row seats!!!

the more i do, the less of me that is left.

dimanche, janvier 22

i've been bloody bloodsucked a million times by bloody mosquitoes which are breeding in/near my house. please. go. away.

friday was girls' outing with debby and chah in uniform. i bought two cds! garbage and the wallflowers : )))

last night was interesting in many ways. had dinner with bee at east coast, then we went to hear her friend's friend sing and wow, was he good! really really really good! plus he sang two of my favourites, hallelujah and the blower's daughter. i was supposed to do some work before meeting her but i freaking fell asleep while staring at some math question.

today was second round of daisy tan carnival, anyways we beat pj but lost to rj and sa, so we are 3rd! which is pretty good already, if you asked me, though we could have done better still. but that took up my entire day! so basically i have no time or energy to do my homework, or study for math, or study for physics, so i am fucked through and through. i don't even have time to see a doctor for my injuries.

and i have been cursing too much nowadays but really lazy to restrain myself, and too lazy to find other words to express my thoughts/emotions, or maybe i just have a limited vocabulary.

because pictures brighten up a post, and i just rediscovered this in my computer (because i was totally dying for this car at some point of time, but i don't mind having it now either):


jet - hold on

you tried so hard to be someone
that you forget who you are
you tried to fill some emptiness
till all you had spilled over
now everything's so far away
that you don't know where you are (you are)

when all that you wanted
and all that you had
don't seem so much
for you to hold on to
for you to hold on to
for you to belong to

when it's hard to be yourself
it's not to be someone else
still everything's so far away
that you forget where you are (you are)

jeudi, janvier 19

Symbol: the Crab
Ruling Planet: the Moon
Ruling House: Fourth House
Element: Water
Quality: Cardinal
Body Parts: breasts, digestion (i really do not think that 'digestion' is a body part. but usually in horoscopes, they put breasts and stomach. well i have the opposite of big boobs and a flat stomach, so please tell me wtf this shit is about.)
Keyword: HOME
Date with destiny: Scorpio, Pisces (REALLY? what about.. you-know-what-sign?!)
Run for the hills: Aries, Libra
Where you glow: hosting a party (yesss! post As party is MINE!)
What makes you tick: nostalgia (very true)
Fitness forecast: swimming
Play date: redecorating
Perfect jobs: chef, nursery school teacher (OK.)
Best accessory: hand-knitted scarf
A sure thing: best dish at the potluck
Destination: Orlando (as in the place or Bloom??? i'd rather Bloom, thank you.)
Pleasure: baking, comfort, children
Pain: snide remarks, forgetfulness, crab jokes (HAHAHA WTH ARE CRAB JOKES?!)
What's my line? Home is where the heart is.

OK I AM TRAUMATISED. i am going to be a fucking nursery school teacher who wears freaking hand-knitted scarves who bakes and cooks, and probably a mother of 918472801 children who loves doing housework!!! oh so i think this is what they meant by stomach and breasts because my stomach will be perpetually big (cos i will be pregnant all the time) and my boobs will have lots of milk. BUT IT WILL BE OK because i will be swimming a lot. i love reading horoscopes.

mercredi, janvier 18

highs and lows.

high: school starts at 8.30a.m.!

low: gp shittt (i didn't do her essay)

high: BREAK!!! chicken rice!!!

low: school passed SO SLOWLY that for many moments i thought time had stopped.

high: school ends at 1.45p.m.!!! 9early by my standards)

low: HAVE TO DO MY SHITTY GP ESSAY (which i spent ages doing)

high: chinleng and sijia!!!

low: MOTHERFUCKING SHIT MY SHOES ARE SOLD OUT!!! i am so damn pissed with myself that i didn't reserved them that day all thanks to my indecisiveness. i am so sad and i really hope i can find them at queensway though i don't harbour very high hopes.

high: shopping for little things

low: sijia and i had to part ways

high: WOO MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT (although half a year late) from stef, daph, clara and adeline. i love everything! THANK YOU SO MUCH! anyway this is what they gave me:

* a flowery pink file (from borders which i wanted! and currently need because my file is crap)
* funny farm blank notebook (from borders too)
* two pairs of playboy bunny earrings
* a jack skellington (in santa suit) figurine
* NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS NOTEBOOK (so super nice i don't think i could ever bear to use it)
* red bowl with a lipsmacker, two mini peanut m&m's packets (i opened one packet already and coincidentally it had like three brown ones and SEVEN blue ones!!! i love blue m&m's btw.) and a crunch minibar

low: i have to do bloody chemistry tutorial and math tutorial now but i really want to slack and/or sleep! goodbye, cruel world.

lundi, janvier 16

finally, after a thousand years, we have pictures from that night at club home!

i was sick woooo (still recovering) tissue paper is my best friend

on our way there: i am good at acting drunk

slacking at coffee bean (belgian chocolate!!!) my favourite shot of the night (i took it!)

out of revenge (i took tonnes of photos of them), chin tried taking photos of me
me: sijia, please make chinleng stop cos i look like a mini elephant.

me: fine! masquerade time!!! (wow my damn arms look like wings here)

with our favourite boy, zach!

the other girls! xiaofang / charlene

the only shot where i looked remotely human

anyway that night was pretty blahhh but thankfully the boys (and xiaofang+charlene) came! botak boys are hilariousss. zach looks like buddha while marcus and max look like monks (no offence to buddhists out there). bet they are having fun in army heh heh.

but guess what? i am having more if not equal amount of fun in jc. school work SUCKS TO THE MAX! i am struggling to get by each minute. means i have to totally go off soon and finish up at least 2% of my damn work. ooh i did pe for the first time this year! i wore the wrong shoes and now i have some painful blisters and i kind of injured my right foot on sunday so ah total shit. I AM MADE OF GLASS. :(

also, mj netball did surprisingly well for daisy tan! we got into the second round and we were second of the group, right behind rj (the only team we lost to). but i still have mixed feelings about netball in general for many reasons. i feel very weak mentally and physically.. well and throw in academically as well.

waiting for dinner.. i have functions, vectors, national income accounting, alcohols and phenols to accompany me for now (and many more to accompany tomorrow, the day after tomorrow etc).

dimanche, janvier 15

wow sometimes i do things so slowly that i amaze myself. met atiqah in the late afternoon even though my ceremony ended earlier than expected. i had tahu telor for the first time in my life. made our way down to starbucks@siglap (we reached at 6p.m.!!!) where both of us had a mocha valencia frap each : ) although i don't like real chocolate with orange, but this drink was kind of yummy. we were such slow workers and very easily distracted.


atiqah: functions.. range.. domain.. murtabak.. boys..
(check out her newly rebonded hair! haha)

atiqah: i believe i can flyyy
(dreaming about boys, must be.)

after six physics questions (efficient worker, i am) (talk like yoda, i do), enough is enough and we decided to go eat at the prata/murtabak/briyani place called makan makan. we met mr coleman chua when we were trying out the foot reflexology footpath. anyway makan makan had run out of makan so we crossed the road to chutney mary! it's this indian fast food restaurant. anyway no damn fast food place charges you 10% service charge, 1% cess and 5% gst on top of their menu prices so it was just an indian restaurant with two flatscreens showing bollywood-meets-england music videos.

very interesting thing we ordered: dahi batata puri

chicken kebab with mint sauce

looking happy during our indian adventure

i love fairuz! (there was a whole paragraph here last night but blogger screwed up so whatever.)

the wallflowers - i'm looking through you

i'm looking through you, where did you go?
i thought i knew you, what did i know?
you don't look different, but you have changed
i'm looking through you, you're not the same

your lips are moving, i cannot hear
your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear
you don't sound different, i've learnt the game
i'm looking through you, you're not the same

why tell me why did you not treat me right
love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
you're thinking of me the same old way
you were above me but not today

the only difference is you're down there
i'm looking through you, and you're nowhere
why tell me why did you not treat me right
love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight

vendredi, janvier 13

today was quite fucked up and yet not. i have been swearing quite a lot nowadays but i cannot be bothered to find less offensive words and i cannot be bothered to restrain myself either. anyway my og was very sweet, they made four of us a big card with "we love [insert name]" and 18 of their portraits plus the ogl's too, and messages inside. met charmie for some slob-time (and as usually reminiscing about our seemingly happier/funner days), bumped into biyi and ruide so we just hung together. watched some hiphop dance competition at ngee ann city, which made me want to go for lessons (especially when my card expires in less than three weeks).

i think one reason why i am generally not happy nowadays is because i cannot help but compare life now to whatever it was in secondary school (especially upper sec days). we had so much fun and so much joy and so much laughter and so much drama and so much freedom. honestly, i hardly gained academic knowledge because these are the things i do during lessons:

1. sleep
2. write postcards/letters
3. pon
a) to go to the dental container to read maxim/fhm and talk to the two dentists
b) to talk in the toilet/somewhere in school
c) to go to town to shop/eat/slack
4. pluck cat's eyebrows
5. pluck my/cat's hand/leg hair
6. daydream

I AM ALSO DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I FOUND MY PAIR OF NIKE SHOES I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR UP DOWN LEFT RIGHT EVER SINCE I SAW THEM IN NEW ZEALAND. PLEASE EFF OFF FROM MY PAIR OF SHOES I WILL KILL EVERYONE IF THEY ARE SOLD OUT WHEN I GO BUY THEM TOMORROW/WHENEVER I GO TO TOWN AGAIN. what is even greater is that i found a ralph lauren bag to go along with it. all i need is a new file (and stationery, actually. and i cannot find my precious piggy calender so i have no damn calender now) and a new wallet.

i miss cat/spinkie/polkakid a lotsssss. this is our book.

one a purple-black butterfly; the other a white moth.
photo negatives, together they make
the perfect image of a girl.

jeudi, janvier 12

however it may have looked to others, we were not really terrorising her. i thought and still think she is a very nice girl, it's just that we wanted to tell her something that we wanted her to know. our principal did tell us before that we should not lend people our school uniform (though i did that mistake once but i got it back in one period). you can read about the semi-warped versh of this incident here.


i usually only read books with nice covers. not too long ago i finally watched the virgin suicides on screen, then i re-read the book. i've always wondered if it was the virgin suicides as in one virgin committing suicide or "virgin suicides" itself a noun. i think it's the latter. i read the world according to mimi smartypants which was a good read to me cos i could relate to her in some strange ways. plus she's funny. i tried reading the online blog itself but i am quite bad at reading things online (except gossip columns because there are many pictures). my most recent book is doing it, many people have expressed interest in the book when i brought it to school, especially boys. it is exactly not "pornography in words", nor is it a guidebook on how to do it ("i show you how la! don't need that book!"), as what some boys may think. but they still find pleasure in reading some bits out loud and laughing non-stop for hours. i enjoyed all three books. intriguing+sad+funny+nostalgic/funny+witty+real/funny+sexedup. even though they ended without Real Proper endings, e.g. they lived happily/unhappily ever after, but rather they ended on mid-note. ok right now i'm re-reading violet&claire (very nice cover, i will post it up soon), and i want to read the entire series of gossip girl and the entire series of confessions of georgia nicolson by louise rennison. i am a bookworm : )

but guess what? being a bookworm doesn't help clear backlog. bye!

mardi, janvier 10

okaaaaay right now i am feeling very emo again and that everything is fucked up. even though tomorrow is a short day (starts at 8.30a.m. and ends at 1.45p.m. but we have cca recruitment), i have a shitload of shit to do. because there is gp, i have to do my ten articles, two each on any five topics (environment, mass media, technology, poverty, medical science, war) which currently does not excite me. i have to search for proper articles (and get someone to print them out for me), write a three-sentence summary and a one-paragraph commentary. there is also econs tutorial tomorrow, which means i have to complete all my econs homework in case i get threatened in numerous ways by the tutor (e.g. "drop econs now", "i will sit on you"). and i do not know what econs homework i have. my sore throat is persistent and i am sick (the sniffles and all the phlegm details).

hmm but i have been beating my own high scores for moeboid and run turkey run, and entertaining myself with them. i will blog about last night etc when chinleng uploads the photos. i'm going to blow my nose.

samedi, janvier 7

The Bottom Line

Don't let a shocking proposition get the best of you. Keep your emotions in check.

In Detail

You're in the mood to stay home, but you also feel restless -- and you definitely won't be turning in early. Sounds like an impromptu party at your place is simply your only option. It certainly would be the best of both worlds. Besides, isn't there someone you'd like to get to know better -- someone you don't feel comfortable being completely alone with just yet? A group situation would be the perfect icebreaker. Have the whole gang over for pizza.

kind of right. i felt so restless that i slept for a few hours instead of doing my Big Pile of Holiday Homework like i was supposed to. and no because of the BPHH, i cannot afford to "have the whole gang over for pizza", though i very much wanted to go to debby's for the little gathering.

campfire was quite fun! a lot of self-induced highness. alhena came in third, which isn't that bad : ) mj students took over whitesands macs after that. (bad) pictures of orientation! my camera is almost like a many-in-one lomo so you can lovely (lovely is debatable) effects.

my og (alhena 3) looking bored

azulina / charlene / catherine

blahblahblah

yakkity yak (both are candid shots btw)

four ogls on top with alhena 3, acting kawaii

bad shot of my fellow alhena ogls

alhena 1 ogls

alhena 5 ogls

our council head: muslim

alhena! (my cool photoshop skills)

after all those uncomplimenting pictures of random people..

nye dinner collage!

i think one very brave thing a public figure can do is to admit his/her mistakes, like the top mp in britain who had a drinking problem, nicole richie with her drug issues and lindsay lohan with her bulimia and drug issues. our dearest nkf shits could probably take a leaf or two out of their books.

ok i am very sleepy again?! i am going to write out the entire list of the BPHH because that's what organised people do. if i manage to complete my goals for this weekend, i will reward myself with a precious piggy 2006 calender (if it's still available, pray that it is), because my outdated breaking bounds ballet 2005 calender is still staring at me.


vendredi, janvier 6

i had another dream the other day about a friend (who only existed in the dream) trying to kill me and i swear i ran for my life, i woke up before she could get me. freaking freaky.

mjc orientation '06: supernatural has been fun and tiring, but i am already getting sick of school and it hasn't even started officially for me. i didn't go to school this morning because 1. i am very sick still, my nasal passages are constantly blocked, 2. i am paralysed. let me elaborate. first, i have my chronic knee injury; then i sprained my right wrist the other day (i don't know how/when); last night, my lower back started to hurt like never before, causing me to walk at the pace of a 163-year-old lady and looking like a cripple at the same time. even sitting down hurts. i'm going to be bedridden. the cherry on top of the cream is my extreme big bruise on my right thigh which makes me look like an abused child. well, they are having wet'n'wild now, i am sure they are having a wet time since it is pouring outside but wild, i'm not so sure. i will be going to school in a wheelchair later for the campfire. it'd better not rain. oh i am losing my appetite for food, except for chocolates and similar sweet stuff. arghhh please let be well and healthy.

lundi, janvier 2

jill said that my blog is very boring because i don't update very often and my posts are very cryptic, or in her words, i "talk in riddles". i am updating pretty regularly nowadays and my posts aren't that cryptic even though i must say my blog isn't as exciting as miss jill's, i want to pee in my pants when i read hers cos it's just too exciting! and she has added a new hello kitty statcounter, so please visit. you guys must be looking as bored as..

this.

ok i will entertain you with exciting stories (all stories are true).

story 1: the other night, i dreamt of liquid paper. yes, like blanko. i was in popular bookstore with my sister, and i couldn't find the usual one i use and i was complaining when my sister told me that the company has stopped production of the liquid paper. in my dream, the brand was not pentel but some made-in-china brand. i was very sad because i like to use only a particular kind of liquid paper. it was a nightmare, but i woke up and went to my pencilcase and saw my pentel liquid paper and i was happy again.

story 2: last night, i dreamt that a friend made me audition for dance club. after the audition, a malay mj dance teacher was forcing me to join modern dance and to teach her some moves. it was a nightmare because i cannot dance and i couldn't teach her any freaking steps. but i woke up and i realised that i have to do my homework today so i went back to sleep.

since you have been tremendously entertained by me, you should be looking as excited as..

myself here..

or xuezie+me here.

(the last shot is a damn old school picture btw, it was taken in 2003.)

instead of "doing our homework", chinleng, sijia and i created a lot of noise and discussed our immediate lives. chinleng and i shared an 8oz. yami yogurt take-home-pack.


PEACE. like lindsay lohan, i am a peace girl. it's important to be at peace with your neighbours, but more importantly to be at peace with yourself. so just like any other miss world/universe contestant, i wish for world peace (ah fuck you i'm not really joining any pageants).

like xiaxue, i think those damned spray cans should be banned. i really really really sympathise the cleaners who have to clean up places after big events like national day, christmas and new year's day. there are glass bottles, plastic bottles, spray cans, spraythings sticking everywhere, rubbish rubbish and rubbish. they have really bad working conditions and yet they are still paid lowly, it's not justified at all. this kind of thing has only taught me that the world is not fair.

is there any chance my throat will get better if i take strepsils but still eat my caramel whip chocolate?

mmm i like a certain blonde : )

five for fighting - disneyland

i woke up got my lazy ass out of bed
i watered all the rocks growing in my head
i had a thought and fell asleep on you

there i was somewhere west of tomorrow land
flying through the stars just like peter pan
and i said, "damn, this looks too good to be true."

there she goes, my heart again (would you mind rolling over)
i can feel it in the air (something's coming down)
i don't know and i don't care that it's a small world

it's a nice day if you wake up in disneyland
it's a nice day when you wake up in disneyland

see, in my dream everybody's got a little house
a dog, a bank account managed by mickey mouse
the only thing that we fight about is the lakers

see, in my dream all the pirates down in neverland
never get the hook, they just get a hand
while the crocs sing superman till we can't take it

there she goes, my heart again (do you mind rolling over)
i can feel it in the air (something's coming down)
i don't know and i don't care if it's a small world

it's a nice day when you wake up in disneyland
it's a nice day if you wake up in disneyland

we can fly away

i woke up got my lazy ass out of bed
i watered all the rocks growing in my head
i had a thought and i looked up to see

the sign read the park she's closed today
e-tickets don't work here no more anyway
where every day's a magic day to be free
you see...

it's a nice day when you wake up in disneyland
it's a nice day should you wake up in disneyland
it's your lucky day should you wake up in disneyland
it's a nice day should you wake up in disneyland

it's a fine fine day

dimanche, janvier 1

i actually forgot, happy new year! a valid reason to start things on a clean slate : ) my new year resolutions are pretty simple, mainly to do well in studies (the end products, prelims and As are the most important), to go for all my trainings and not to eat so much. tahdah!

after a long hard day of slacking, i decided to walk into my room the other day to get my homework out, wow then the light blew. it's a sign ; ) anyway it's impossible to do anything in the dark.

very tired and lazy, but supposed to meet chinleng to talk (with my impaired throat, and i forgot about it and ate chocolate again just now) and "do homework". i love going out with my thick chemistry file.

mj has definitely made me a boring person. speaking of which, phoebe's card got returned to me cos i forgot to write the #part. smarttt.

my throat feels like someone has just sandpapered it. must be the mixture of chocolates, alcohol and smoke. i feel incapable of speech. anyway, chinleng is officially a party animal and she cannot deny this.

cranberry glitter says:
maybs and i
cranberry glitter says:
are talking about our future
chinleng says:
hahahhaha
chinleng says:
she is damn depressed
chinleng says:
as in what kind of phuture
chinleng says:
future
cranberry glitter says:
phuture.
chinleng says:
okay i did not just say phuture

anyway, as usual, i had a toned-down way to cross into the new year. this year, i sat at mccafe eating gelatisimmo with freeman and meishu. we walked around and sat around a lot. got sprayed by the bangalas a lot of times, kept trying to hide behind freeman. if we had racial riots, i actually think we (chinese) would lose. popped by ngee ann city later on in the night to check on the girls. quite a relaxed night.. at least i didn't spend it doing chemistry.

chinleng says:
I AM A PETROL KIOSK

haha actually it would make more sense if i pasted the previous line but it's not very appropriate. she's hilarious la, i've already refrained from blogging a lot of shit she has said in the past.

sigh i cannot wait for As to be over.

This page is powered by Blogger. Isn't yours?

Abonnement Articles [Atom]