lazypau

i've been bloody bloodsucked a million times by bloody mosquitoes which are breeding in/near my house. please. go. away.

friday was girls' outing with debby and chah in uniform. i bought two cds! garbage and the wallflowers : )))

last night was interesting in many ways. had dinner with bee at east coast, then we went to hear her friend's friend sing and wow, was he good! really really really good! plus he sang two of my favourites, hallelujah and the blower's daughter. i was supposed to do some work before meeting her but i freaking fell asleep while staring at some math question.

today was second round of daisy tan carnival, anyways we beat pj but lost to rj and sa, so we are 3rd! which is pretty good already, if you asked me, though we could have done better still. but that took up my entire day! so basically i have no time or energy to do my homework, or study for math, or study for physics, so i am fucked through and through. i don't even have time to see a doctor for my injuries.

and i have been cursing too much nowadays but really lazy to restrain myself, and too lazy to find other words to express my thoughts/emotions, or maybe i just have a limited vocabulary.

because pictures brighten up a post, and i just rediscovered this in my computer (because i was totally dying for this car at some point of time, but i don't mind having it now either):


jet - hold on

you tried so hard to be someone
that you forget who you are
you tried to fill some emptiness
till all you had spilled over
now everything's so far away
that you don't know where you are (you are)

when all that you wanted
and all that you had
don't seem so much
for you to hold on to
for you to hold on to
for you to belong to

when it's hard to be yourself
it's not to be someone else
still everything's so far away
that you forget where you are (you are)