lazypau

feeling whiny griny about school again but it is just FOUR MORE DAYS. i cannot wait, honestly. but i have a nagging feeling that we are supposed to go back to school after prelims. bummer. today my ct kind of blew up, at the class, not at me alone. but i know he has already had enough of me. i empathise with him, but at this point in time, i am a selfish person (in school) so i cannot be bothered. sometimes i might appear as being disrespectful to school, and the whole concept itself. i don't believe that the sanctity(ish) of school exists in this (singaporean) society. i just feel like school is disrespectful/unfair to us sometimes, and they don't practise what they preach, and that, my friends, is called hypocrisy. anyway, i feel that school is supposed to be an institution for learning, so it is pointless to go when you don't learn anything, and suffer a big opportunity cost (of learning more out of school) when you do go. just like how i could have done something during the double gp period today instead of finding the perfect position to sleep while still looking like i was interested and copying down stuff. i woke up after an hour plus because it was too hot.

anyway, that was very disgusting because it was all about school. met up with my loves today (jen, xue, dawn, joyce, qi, kx, lala, joan) for some sushi again, followed by starbucks with cranium! heh heh of course we didn't fail to embarrass ourselves. super fun la! heehee we should do this moreee. super saddd because jen, lala and kx will be going overseas soon : ( seriously, i never feel like time spent with my loves is everrr wasted. muamua*

i know what will make me even happier! i want a couple of pairs of keds! and some other pairs of shoes. and new jeans and dresses hahahaha etc etc omg so materialistic. aiyah no it's not la because i am not obsessed. i'm trying to be super duper thrifty but it's not working, mainly because of starbucks/coffeebean, food and erm yeah that's it.

i must run along and read some biochemistry now so i don't have to hand in a blank test paper tomorrow although all i want to do is sleep and dream of japanese chocolate pancakes and gelare waffles.. AND TOMORROW IS TUESDAY!!! waffles day. but i've already promised myself that i am going to stay back in school to study. so.. yes bye.