lundi, mai 1
did a couple of tests today. shall post the colorgenics test results again. it's the third time i'm taking it.. i got that last paragraph before so i guess it really pertains to me. this thing has always been pretty accurate it's quite scary.
colorgenics test results
you feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. this is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. in this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
everything seems to be going against you this time. try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. nothing is going as you would plan. the situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. it would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.
in spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are idealistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to turn to or rely on. your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
you feel that you must have co-operation from those close to you before the existing stressful situation can be improved. you feel that no one understands you and this lack of understanding and appreciation makes you feel completely isolated. you need that feeling of security and would like to get away from what you now consider depressing shackles. you have that need to re-establish your own individuality but your sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for you to let go - to open up, but they way you are feeling at this time makes your feel that 'enough is enough' and you are prepared to give in. this disturbs you as you feel that this attitude is an obvious sign of weakness - an attitude to be overcome and so in spite of this situation you feel that in order to assert your own individuality you need to continue to practice self-restraint.
you really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. your attitude to work and to life is that 'if it's not fun - then don't do it'. you want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
must put this down so i can read it from time to time. think it is really quite accurate for my position now.. hmm i am such a tv addict! i watched lots of tv including some freaky deaky korean horror show about dolls and brothers grimm which is fun to watch. i could just stay at home all days with my dogs and watch tv. but at least i got out today.. oh yeah i think i must totally be out on weekends if not i'll never get any work done. so if you need a studying partner, just holla. there's a chem test tomorrow morning.. think i will go for the test but not to school. i'm not strong enough to face school now. which means it will be a five-day weekend for me (from friday to tuesday). no school no 2.4km run no training nonono i am not going for any of those bye.
colorgenics test results
you feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. this is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. in this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
everything seems to be going against you this time. try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. nothing is going as you would plan. the situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. it would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.
in spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are idealistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to turn to or rely on. your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
you feel that you must have co-operation from those close to you before the existing stressful situation can be improved. you feel that no one understands you and this lack of understanding and appreciation makes you feel completely isolated. you need that feeling of security and would like to get away from what you now consider depressing shackles. you have that need to re-establish your own individuality but your sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for you to let go - to open up, but they way you are feeling at this time makes your feel that 'enough is enough' and you are prepared to give in. this disturbs you as you feel that this attitude is an obvious sign of weakness - an attitude to be overcome and so in spite of this situation you feel that in order to assert your own individuality you need to continue to practice self-restraint.
you really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. your attitude to work and to life is that 'if it's not fun - then don't do it'. you want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
must put this down so i can read it from time to time. think it is really quite accurate for my position now.. hmm i am such a tv addict! i watched lots of tv including some freaky deaky korean horror show about dolls and brothers grimm which is fun to watch. i could just stay at home all days with my dogs and watch tv. but at least i got out today.. oh yeah i think i must totally be out on weekends if not i'll never get any work done. so if you need a studying partner, just holla. there's a chem test tomorrow morning.. think i will go for the test but not to school. i'm not strong enough to face school now. which means it will be a five-day weekend for me (from friday to tuesday). no school no 2.4km run no training nonono i am not going for any of those bye.
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