lazypau

people should understand that when i go to school, i really don't seek to impress anyone. especially not image-wise. the only reaons why i tie my hair in various ways (french braid, pony tail, anyhow bun, neat bun, using many-rubber-bands) are 1) getting my hair out of my face; 2) relieving my headache; 3) make my hair lighter because it weighs my head down; 4) to train without worrying about my hair; 5) air my scalp; 6) laziness. people kept going on about my hair today it gets quite annoying! i don't need any comments.. good or bad. also, my form teacher thinks that my hair is perpetually messy?! and i was already trying to be neat! he should see my hair when i try to be messy. speaking of which, i'm vairrr excited to grow my hair super long to curl it!!! wow i am so intellectual i just typed a whole paragraph about my own freaking hair.

i would love for this blog to be just in my mind but be real so i could refer to it whenever i want to, fuss-free, and i would be away away away from the judgemental eyes of people. then i can say things like i am really intrigued by anorexia, crime, smoking, alcohol, pills and pain.

one thing that amazes me (but in a bad way) is how people can purposely skip meals to diet even though they have freaking gastric. it's just stupid. haha but i am stupid too. i don't wear knee guards or tape my knees even though they hurt especially my right one because i don't like the idea of having such a bad tanline. today i injured my right ankle but it's not too bad. my fourth finger has been in pain since last week!!!

so late already!!! i am supposed to sleep early! no time to do chem or math! freak i really have to start sleeping earlier. ok before i go, a picture of jewel i wanted to post quite some time ago.


i just wanted to say that she would have gotten booked by prefects if she was in rgs hahaha.