lazypau

please think back and try to recall your life a few years back. the exact words you said, those little actions of yours, the people you hung out with, things that were important to you. many of those times are so precious to me, but when i think back, memories are few and vague. and as time passes by, we manage to remember less and less. it scares me.

today was zan's surprise party thing! it was pretty fun and i hope she enjoyed herself! happy eighteenth birthday to zannie, you goon!

i should stop coming online and start spending my time more constructively.. like reading seventeen (omggg lindsay's on the cover!!!) or gossip girl. spend wayyy too much on books! i'm going to borrow books from the library tomorrow, i'm so excited! besides the fact that i am very disturbed by how many million different types of germs from eeky people who borrow the book, i am totally fine with library books! so excitinggg i hope they have good books! i'll try my hardest not to borrow chick lit.