lazypau

gp test this morning, as long it's over, i'm glad. skipped the career talk and saved on an hour of wasted youth to eat lunch : ) friendly with blaze juniors (flame?) in the late evening. my kfc meal totally defeats my calorie loss during training. then i come home and my dad starts forcefeeding me with more food.

i really can't stand it when people nag at me repeatedly. but i try and contain my frustration and anger and outbursts. even my parents don't nag at me, i don't see why anyone else should. and it is always my fault and not yours. guess what, that's where you are wrong. sometimes it's you, sometimes it's me and sometimes it's the both of us. and i jump when i want to. so please leave me alone.

i am currently hating you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.

ok, i'm not supposed to be hating. i am disliking you guys a lot right now.

i'm happier nowadays but i still wish some things were different and i need a dermatologist really badly.

rachael yamagata - be be your love

if i could take you away
pretend i was queen
what would you say
would you think i'm unreal
cos everybody's got their way i should feel

everybody's talking how i can't, can't be your love
but i want, want, want to be your love
want to be your love, for real
everybody's talking how i can't, can't be your love
but i want, want, want to be your love
want to be your love, for real
want to be your everything, everything

everything's falling, and i am included in that
oh, how i try to be just okay
yeah, but all i ever really wanted
was a little piece of you

and everybody's talking how i can't, can't be your love
but i want, want, want to be your love
want to be your love, for real
everybody's talking how i can't, can't be your love
but i want, want, want to be your love
want to be your love, for real

everything will be alright
if you just stay the night
please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away