lazypau

chocolate/sugar overdose. oreo cereal, chocolate fudge log cake, caramel crumb chocolate bar, mousse chocolate bar, bailey's fudge, kahlua fudge, chocolate mint fudge, macademia nut fudge, truffles, famous amos brownie, famous amos cookies. and all in about six hours. today was not as bad, just mousse chocolate, truffles, maple&walnut fudge, chocolate creme fudge, caramel crumb chocolate and raspberry river chocolate.

holiday homework is being well-ignored.

hope tomorrow's dinner will be nice, warm, funny and comfortable.

i fool no one.

first day of orientation. woke up at SIX in the morning and looked pretty much like count dracula. administration and a million talks, i was bored to death. am in the same orientation group with joel, chifung and adrian so i expect myself to have the shit irritated out of me this entire orientation. i saw two girls donning the rgs uniform which made me annoyed because they are obviously not from rgs (through train programme) and aiyah just fuck off i think they are from dunman high. i'm pretty pissed off now because i hate people insulting my schools in any way or another which isn't friendly, be it rgs or mjc.

biyi's finally here! byebye : )

ate the famous hokkien mee at food republic, which we had to queue forever for, and they don't cater to special requests so i spent a lot of time and energy picking out the bean sprouts, and they don't peel the damn prawns either, and it wasn't even very nice. so please go to east coast's hokkien mee stall (43? 47? something like that) because it is nicer and it is my gramma's stall : ) the charchaobao was nice though.

anyway i am very very very very very tired of seeing girls being all broken and vulnerable for some piece of a dickshit. i think we should all become lesbians and the world will become a better place. and don't give me shit about procreation because there is such a thing as cloning now. or we could store millions of sperms. so anyone with the xy chromosome, please kindly jump off the 86th storey or take the kitchen knife and slash yourself or gas yourself in your car or something to the extent.

i'm almost as tired about reaching school at 6fucking30a.m. tomorrow. i hope the j1s won't give us a hard time. i am going to bring a book to read tomorrow or will that be rude? i don't know. i'm going to bring one anyway. i bought three new books today! i'm going to buy all the books from that series yay : ) and no, it's not gossip girl this time.

i'm eating nonstop! guess what i'm going to do now? eat yay bye.

I LOVE CHOCOLATES. I LOVE LOGCAKES. next year will be DISCIPLINED year. so before next year starts, it's totally eat-all-you-can, baby. but i am definitely getting sick of turkey and ham. well, whatever it is, i'm definitely ending the year on an extremely prosperous note.

i need to sleep now. today i was supposed to wake up around ten so i could meet sijia around noon but she called me at 1p.m. and i was still sleeping. and i need to reach school by 8.30a.m. which is a near impossibility, especially since i don't think my dad is fetching. night, world.

look what our dear zach said.

you asked me to enter, and then you make me crawl says:
i have a perfectly
you asked me to enter, and then you make me crawl says:
crafted,
you asked me to enter, and then you make me crawl says:
delicate face.

all i wanted for christmas was a time-turner. i will turn back time to when christmas was still magical, when the fake christmas tree seemed real, when the fairy lights looked almost untouchable, when we could see the love and the warmth and the meaning. then i will live my life knowing which mistakes i wouldn't mind doing over again and those i would not. but i sit down here and i know that it is not possible and that i have to live with it. the killers told me that everything will be alright.

anyway, i just watched harold and kumar again. i love that show! it is some funny shit. i love funny shit shows. also watched the princess diaries and sweet home alabama. sigh i am going to try to start on my work tomorrow but i can tell you that it will anything but productive. good night.

merry christmas!

first christmas feast was at kexian's, second was at freeman's and today at mine! there was tonnes of food at freeman's last night! must thank him and biyi for being wonderful hosts to us! after stuffing ourselves with pasta, turkey, stew, satay (and 582749103 other foods), we settled down to drink and play stupid games (with cards and fingers). i drank quite a lot but i was strangely intoxicated yet not high at all. went to sleep while the sun was rising. my head feels heavy again today haha. just had some more turkey, ham and log cake (mmm!). i love christmas! i still have a lot of presents to make (btw i take five hours for one present, no joke) and a few more cards to write. i found photo's from joyce's 18th birthday in june! i know i am half a year late, but here goes!

my head is still feeling heavy and groggy. drank too much chocolate milk just now also. mainly because i slept at 5a.m. but my mother woke me up freaking early to remind me to collect the christmas feast and she nagged some more when i asked her for more money (to take cab). but anyways i managed to ask my dad to collect it since i have a lot of things to do. last night was real fun at kexian's! ALL of us turned up : ))) the christmas feast was delicious, and we had such a fun time, everything was hilarious. then i went to falala@indochine which was SO packed. didn't take pictures at the club this time. and somehow dancing with a bag didn't feel that bad. but pictures of our gather will be up soon! for now, i have to go bathe and get ready to go for some musical. toodleloo! groggygroggy.

i finally got my sat results. not fantastic at all.. 680 for critical reading + 710 for math + 610 for writing (i didn't finish my stupid essay) = 2000. i think i'll have to take it again : ( anyhow, i hope local mail without a postal code will still be delivered! i missed out on one envelope. hopefully post will arrive on time too. it is very difficult to make the christmas presents, i hope they will turn out fine. going to have tang yuan and then i'll embark on the Christmas Journey: Making Presents. i'm royally fucked for school btw. stupid homework.

the killers - everything will be alright

i believe in you and me
i'm coming to find you
if it takes me all night
wrong until you make it right
and i won't forget you
at least i'll try
and run, and run tonight

everything will be alright
everything will be alright
everything will be alright
everything will be alright

i was out shopping for a doll
to say the least, i thought i've seen them all
but then you took me by surprise
i'm dreaming 'bout those dreamy eyes
i never knew, i never knew
so take your suitcase, cos i don't mind
and baby doll, i meant it every time
you don't need to compromise
i'm dreaming 'bout those dreamy eyes
i never knew, i never knew
but it's alright

i'm tired.. i usually feel sleepy around 7-9p.m. mmm i love jetlag. well, i didn't go for training or to hand in logistics today because "i am in malaysia", ok? but the real reasons were 1. i wanted to sleep, 2. i wanted to deal with my sat shit. why does such shit like to happen to me? first was during the release of O level results when the whole ite application form and not being able to apply for jc thing because moe screwed up; now it appears as if i didn't register for the test at all. lovely. please pray for me.

have been watching loads of movies the past two weeks: charlie and the chocolate factory (again), dukes of hazzard, a little of must love dogs, american pie 2, corpse bride, bewitched, goal!, some of bad news bear, hide and seek and don't say a word. and tonnes of other tv shows: america's next top model, csi, 4400, and more i cannot think of right now.

i haven't touched my school work in three months! my brain is officially dead. i need to write christmas cards first : ) it's very hard coming up with a list.. the start is easy because you give to your close friends regardless of whether they celebrate christmas; then you have to think of friends and sometimes if you give one you feel obliged to give to the entire gang; then you think of those who don't like christmas; then a dilemma comes along when you want to give to some people whom you've drifted apart from or never ever close to, etc. gift lists are hard too. hummm wanted to talk about something else but 1. i forgot what it was, 2. i need to write the cards now and collect the addresses too.

wtfishcake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my sat results aren't released yet! "Although most scores are available on the first score release day, a small percentage is not." this is annoying. maybe i got zero and they are trying to figure out wtf am i so clever.

my gramma is funny! we were eating at this restaurant and she was helping to finish my mum's ribbon pasta in creamy mushroom sauce, and she asked if it was kway teow cooked with curry powder! hahaha i swear that was hilarious (especially in dialect).

a few dxo pictures..

guess who's back!!! : ))) brace yourself for a mofoing long post!

day 1+2:

at changi airpot testing out the camera. it takes either really bright or really dark photos, and good photos are rare. i have a thousand pictures of my gramma in my camera, she's one photowhore.