lazypau

i wish he would return me my money and scrammm far far far away and grow up in the meantime. an unneeded presence with unwelcome burdens and without him i can do whatever fuck i want like leaving my trash on the table and clearing it five days later because that's what i like to do. if my parents don't complain why should he? not like i'm asking him or his wife to clear. my trash does not stink as much as his dogs' poo/urine. coke light and burgers don't stink. i won't have anyone fighting to watch tv or anyone blaming me for his computer's shortcoming when it is his porn or whatever that he downloads. my computer is now totally clean after reformatting and without his impure work. i would like him to see that he is immature and incapable of dealing with problems and see that he is a loser his entire fucked up life. money wasted on him would have done so much more good spent on my sister or me. his life of luxury is not even provided by him but by the expense of my parents. the constantly changing cars. this house is not a hotel, he does not move in and out as he wishes. if he has a home of his own, keep to it and stay out of our lives. he smokes, we don't. we don't need the extra smoke around. if he is irritated by my laziness, i am truly repulsed by his incompetence. she throws bloody oranges and other strange items into the ashtray, that is disgusting. his whole life is a failure and yet he is continuing to fail and running away from all his problems. it's amazing.

he is the last person i ever want to be.