lazypau

hello i've been neglecting this place because i started a livejournal the other day and it's here. i'll continue posting here but for now there is the novelty of posting of livejournal because of the mood icons! : ))) school's out and studying's in, so i'd better not spend too much time online, like i did last night. missed church again because i overslept, and somehow no one woke me up. that's about it for my life right now. oh and MINJEN left for nyu already!!! : ((( soon lala and kx will leave too and all these is making me doubly, triply sad. sighhh please take care ladies.

feeling whiny griny about school again but it is just FOUR MORE DAYS. i cannot wait, honestly. but i have a nagging feeling that we are supposed to go back to school after prelims. bummer. today my ct kind of blew up, at the class, not at me alone. but i know he has already had enough of me. i empathise with him, but at this point in time, i am a selfish person (in school) so i cannot be bothered. sometimes i might appear as being disrespectful to school, and the whole concept itself. i don't believe that the sanctity(ish) of school exists in this (singaporean) society. i just feel like school is disrespectful/unfair to us sometimes, and they don't practise what they preach, and that, my friends, is called hypocrisy. anyway, i feel that school is supposed to be an institution for learning, so it is pointless to go when you don't learn anything, and suffer a big opportunity cost (of learning more out of school) when you do go. just like how i could have done something during the double gp period today instead of finding the perfect position to sleep while still looking like i was interested and copying down stuff. i woke up after an hour plus because it was too hot.

anyway, that was very disgusting because it was all about school. met up with my loves today (jen, xue, dawn, joyce, qi, kx, lala, joan) for some sushi again, followed by starbucks with cranium! heh heh of course we didn't fail to embarrass ourselves. super fun la! heehee we should do this moreee. super saddd because jen, lala and kx will be going overseas soon : ( seriously, i never feel like time spent with my loves is everrr wasted. muamua*

i know what will make me even happier! i want a couple of pairs of keds! and some other pairs of shoes. and new jeans and dresses hahahaha etc etc omg so materialistic. aiyah no it's not la because i am not obsessed. i'm trying to be super duper thrifty but it's not working, mainly because of starbucks/coffeebean, food and erm yeah that's it.

i must run along and read some biochemistry now so i don't have to hand in a blank test paper tomorrow although all i want to do is sleep and dream of japanese chocolate pancakes and gelare waffles.. AND TOMORROW IS TUESDAY!!! waffles day. but i've already promised myself that i am going to stay back in school to study. so.. yes bye.

having some serious food cravings lately. haha as usual, actually. i like soya bean food.

i'm really good at procrastination. was supposed to meet my mentor at the start of this year, and the final session form has been given to us and i haven't even met her once.

i think dressing up is an artform. i wished i had the resources (time and neverending supply of clothes and accessories) to do that. my current staples are big tshirts and shorts. nice, i know.

the main purpose of this post: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't let it rain tomorrow. i hope the weather forecast of having 50% chance precipitation and chances of thunderstorms be WRONG.

yayyy happy. night.

hi i woke up tremendously ugly today thanks to a swollen eye. but i still dragged myself out of bed and to school where i did some survey on school which is basically me saying that school sucks. then i decided that my eyelid was way too heavy to be open the entire day so i trooped down to my favourite (not) polyclinic which was as usual, jam-packed with people. wow anyway it rained super heavily in pasir ris just now i swear i thought the world was going to end. quite scary. my nice daddy picked me up from eunos mrt station. i'm happy to be home this rainy afternoon although the rain has kind of died down already : ( except that i can't seem to hear the indiepop radio station.

haha i have foccacia bread calling my name!!! and the doctor gave me a two-day mc hahahaha.

blogging in photos because i have wasted way too many hours online! and i have done zero homework the teachers have set for us. smelling of strawberries and eating blueberries : )

a couple of shots from the japanese band concert which so good that they had six encores. the soloists are all super good too.

saturday was nice. usual waste-time talent management session followed by subway lunch (egg mayo) with fellow tm-ers, abigail and yiling. went home and met up with my favouritest chah at holland v to study! it was pretty productive-ish but i need to increase my efficiency. dinner was with her dad at original sin! it's like, a vegetarian's dream place : ))) so cute they have a dish called magic mushrooms.

yesterday after i got out of my dad's car, i tripped over a curb and fell and scraped my knee. my knees are scar-ridden. didn't feel like playing tennis after that, so i pangseh-ed naomin and edmoon the second day in a row.

omggg guess what! grace stays RIGHT beside me. how strange is that!!! i discovered that when we bumped into each other on the street just now. so very interesting.

apparently there are only five weeks to prelims. as usual, and totally deja vu-ish, it's surreal how i don't feel scared at all. prelims may not matter to some people, but it's actually quite important because i'm applying for my universities using prelim results and projected grades. another challenge i'm facing is what course should i take..? it seems like i was brought up with no concrete purpose in life except to slack. i've about three main majors in mind, but there are just too many things to consider. tomorrow's an early day. it's also an opportunity to wear non-uniform clothes to schoo (red/white or ethnic costumes)l. but since there are too many damn rules to conform to, we are all wearing our school uniform. school pride huh. ooh i want to get a kebaya!

i think it's some sort of sickness when i see the two exact same things but in my heart i'd rather buy the more expensive one. i have to be cured.

also i hate it that everyone else insists on catching up on trends. actually, i don't mind unless i liked it first HAHA. like patent-y stuff which i've been liking since i read this particular book when i was in primary school. damn all you patent shoe-wearers, those were in my head first.

karaoke with classmates (shuli, yiling, abigail and alden) after school. i must 1. expand my pathetic database of chinese songs, 2. perfect the songs i know and stop singing blahblahs to words i cannot recognise and 3. not gorge on junk like potato chips and mixed peanuts.

sleepy. night.

there's a cat and her litter of kittens on my lane. i think one of their favourite hangouts, is my roof. it is rather disturbing to hear pitter pattering of claw-things on the roof plus lots of unsynchronised meowing. it has been going on for quite a while. anyway, i was happily doing nothing in my room when i heard a particular meow getting real loud. i went to my balcony to check, lo and behold! a kitten. i engaged the help of my domestic fat cat, garfield (aka the sister). well i managed to get the fat cat to take the kitten downstairs, but not before it (the kitten, not my sister) left a brown souvenir on the floor (which shall be removed promptly by someone, i hope). we tried to stuff it through our gates (we were too lazy to get our keys to open it) but it kind of crawled into some hole and hibernated there. took us quite a while to grab it out and put it out the gate. now it's just hibernating outside my gate. not the main gate. all this while, it appears to show no sign of intelligence, and doesn't respond to sounds or movements. let's hope for the best for this kitty.

anyway wow the hikes in cab fares is seriously bloodsucking. i will never take a cab during peak hours again. twice is enough. fucking ripoffs. i must either 1. learn to walk/run very fast at speeds of 80km/h without sweating, 2. get a driving license and a car, or 3. hibernate at home and not go anywhere. yeah alright i should get to sleep now. have been getting minimal sleep lately due to all my tv/show-watching.

i wish i knew how to quit you.

hi i smell of oatmeal cookie now. thank you debby! love the body wash.

anyway wow in the previous post i was still ranting about hating talks to teachers etc and i had to see the vice-principal again. so i have to try to go to school everyday now. of course, i've been informed that going to school is a "requirement". requirement for what, specifically? that aside.. besides glueing myself onto the OC, i've been downloading old episodes of laguna beach and watching them! and then i realised i actually remember most of the things in it. and i love trey. i want to marry a trey. i should go stalk him in bard college.

just thought i should update this blog thing. though i have nothing much to say at the moment.. oh i watched lake house with the bulldog dolls (apparently they are horrified that i refer to them as that, but we cannot deny the truth), it was quite nice but the ending a tad abrupt.

actually, i just remembered what i wanted to blog. I MISS HAVING DOGS AROUND. bingo has been staying with gramma for a few years (wow he's about 12 and a half years old already), ginger and snowy is now living with my brother.. and my stupid sister doesn't want to adopt lassie whom a family friend wanted to give to us. he's super pretty and cute and quiet and adorable! he stayed at our house a couple of times before. sigh it's just nice to have your doggies pouncing on you when you get home because they are SO excited to see you just because you're you. and they watch television with you.. and nap with you and eat with you and try to steal your food even though they might not even eat it after you give in to them. i need a dog : ( and minus my sister because she only like things that are similar to her, they must be fat and lazy. like garfield and bingo haha.

i should go off now and urghhh do some work. but it's so late so i'll probably just sleep. i still smell like oatmeal cookie : )))