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honestly, if i didn't put my money on italy, i would have rather australia win because they played better (to me) and they deserved to go to the quarter finals more so than the italians. the italians are definitely not living up to their name. and the term socceroos is just damn cute. HOWEVER, i am glad because heng heng got penalty kick eight seconds before the fulltime whistle went off. HENGGG. ha ha i swear the referee just cannot take another thirty minutes of refereeing so he just called for a penalty. train your fitness la. anywayyy it was in my favour so i shall not complain. i can't afford to lose anymore. i had to grin to myself like an idiot behind my chemistry notes after totti scored (in case my family members become suspicious or think that i am plain mad).

anyway i like the photos from my phone! damn good la. i want to get a microSD card so i can store more nonsense in my phone. i got a new phone, it looks a lot like my old one but i like the functions. it's the one advertised by err ronaldo. my mum got the slim samsung slide phone. the song on the advert for that phone is stuck in my head. i'll post a couple of pictures soon!

hoho ok i think i should go and read a bit more since my bloody mids start tomorrow. is mj the only school who has full length mids? sadistic. i feel like dyeing my hair jet black! and going for hair treatment as well. wah anyway no kick i just realised i only won seventeen bucks. but better losing fifty more in addition to my two hundred. ok night, amigosss!

wah fuck i am damn sian now. actually i have a lot of things to complain about and also a few things to be happy about but i am just too sian (not angry or anything, just freaking sianzzz) to blog so i am only blogging this stupid line so i can satisfy my blogging desire which is talking to myself basically yup bye.

ooh i just got an email from atiqah fairuz who's having fun at new york! she's going on a ball on a cruise for her last night there and it sounds like tonnes of fun! so exciting, people should email each other more. this is the first proper email i received in ages! she mentioned about the difference in cultures and how asians learn to keep quiet but over there people voice their opinions without hesitation, and even she, whom i consider pretty outspoken already, loses out. SO SPEAK THE FUCK UP, PEOPLE. can't wait for her and nat to come back with stories! it's bobby's birthday today, but since he's there too i can't wish him happy birthday. i have mentioned it here so that i can show him that being a very good friend, i didn't forget.

would you rather be normal, or not? someone has to be normal so that those who are not can be not. rah ok going to buy a new phone later but i am not very bothered about which one i want. i just need a phone that functions. oh yessss very sian argentina and holland drew, freak. i came online just to check the score and i have spent way too long here. so peace out dudes.

i forgot to say this in the previous post. i saw a rainbow today : ))) it wasn't very clear and not super visible to the naked eye so i don't think anyone else saw it : ( i was wearing my shades and somehow they made it more visible. i was quite happyish after seeing the rainbow. rainbows are on my list of good things.

went for highlife@zouk just now which was quite ok, pretty interesting. most of the models were quite hot, few friends were up there too. i don't give two shits about the anti-drug cause btw. anyway i'm suffering from some excruciating stomach pain. it's not like diarrhoea but neither is it cramps, so honestly i don't know what is the cause so how am i going to cure this pain? it has been plaguing me for more than six hours. the only good thing which is happening now is that portugal is leading 2-1. KEEP IT UP!!! i like your egg tarts man. i hope mexico doesn't score anymore. i am in a blah mood i shall eat chocolates. speaking of which, i am now vegetarian. adopting a hippie lifestyle from now on. ok my stomach hurts too much bye.

what the fuck is wrong with italy? knnb i am so DOWN. tomorrow's matches are damn fucking scary to bet on. i am only betting to recoup my damn losses but i keep losing??? oh goodness shit i should never have started but IT IS TOO LATE NOW. i cannot stop until i win (overall). bloody nabei i hate italy now.

hum ok no pictures to accompany my blog so that makes it x10000 more boring than it already is. friday was spent with old girls (joyce, xue, minjen, kexian, rau+bf who came in the evening and joan who came at night) to celebrate joyce's birthday! which is technically today, so happy nineteenth my joycie darling! lunch at fish&co., followed by dessert at marmalade pantry, drinks at indochine while watching soccer and heehee argentina won 6-0 : ))) swee swee, i tell you. should've bet 917574819482 bucks on that match la. haha it was real fun even though NO STUDYING done.

today was a party at dxo to celebrate's sijia's birthday, which is technically yesterday (i am so technical), so happy eighteenth chibimarukochan! no more id dramamama nonsense and no more pretending to be born in china and shizz. there were up and downs but i just wanted everyone to enjoy. it was quite strange at first because everyone was facing the screen watching soccer while dancing.

i shall admit now that i was/am (hopefully not am) blind and stupid. what the hellllllll was i thinking in all those instances?!?!?! i may be semi-blind now but at least i know what i want and why i want. i grew a brain, brilliant. aiyah but half a brain will do no good when i need to cram two subjects in seven days or so. wish me luck. actually i'd rather have more luck for soccer than mid-years because i have semi-given up on mid-years but i still have pretty high hopes for world cup. i am a commited student, yes.

I LOVE ARGENTINA!!!

nowadays my life has been: movies, soccer, studying (or pretending to), eating. umm that's about it. oh and an hour of tennis yesterday. i've watched three movies consecutively on three days: she's the man, cars and x-men 3 (haha slow, i know). hahaha not too bad! i think i've watched more movies the past month than i did last year. soccer is plaguing my life. i sleep late (to watch soccer) and wake up early (to watch movie). studying and eating done in between. i am left with macroeconomics, statistics and some others for math, ALL of physics and chem. lalala. smart right. sigh i am quite filled with sadnosity because i am not going for the cip camp anymore, as my UNPREPARED classmates (ya right) have not finished studying (please compare to me). bye bye st. gab's boys.

anyway, starbucks wins coffee bean any time of the day. team starbucks! ok random. i need some steady get rich quick scheme to buy my shoes and a new dress. freak!!! anything but betting because betting is not steady, from the words of a certain wise man, "the ball is round." yeah i know i am rambling already, so TTFN.

OMG what the freak!!! ok even if you do not know me, do a good deed by praying for me for one month!!! i will mug my sorrows away tomorrow. and i will also eat grass.

when people move on away from us, are we supposed to be sad or are we supposed to be happy that they have found someone new? as much as some of us resist changes, we cannot have everything under control.. it just saddening to know that you do not mean as much anymore, or even any at all.

why is everyone and everything so damn bloody boring?! i am going to dream of slurpee ha ha ha good night.

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 8

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 7

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 5

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 2

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 7

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 6

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 5

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair (like the computer kind also counted?!)
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 10

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 6

wahhh i got 60 which is a B omg B for bad. however it is only a borderline grade and this is not truly reflective of myself because how is going for a pet fair being bad?! or to eat one carton of ice-cream?! or to dye your hair?! ooh ok i have the soccer channel thing now so i can watch any match i want to. but i want to watch csi now byeee.

yesterday's weather was against me again.. woke up early to head down to boon lay to play some tennis and swim with chah, giff and debby but debby decided not to come : ( did manage to do both in the end despite the heavy downpour in the morning although the water was freezing cold! and of course there was no sun. if that sounded healthy schmealthy to you, i had five slices of pizza, chicken wings and chocolates after that.

watched costa rica vs germany last night so i slept till noonish today. ate, downloaded stuff and watched tv. SO AS YOU CAN SEE, i have forgotten the existence of midyears. wah lao freak and i have so many other things to do like i want to watch four movies and go out celebrate friends' birthdays and everything. i am going out later for no reason also. ok actually for dinner with the girls. i have to start preparing about now so i will be punctual. wondering if i should lug my econs notes along to read on the way so i don't feel so guilty???

anyway starhub sucks la what pay-per-view damn bloody expensive ok?! i want to watch rugby and tennis also.. and mtv really sucks nowadays when are all the springbreaky stuff coming!

last night was mmm complicated. got bounced first time in four years even though i swear my damn acting was oscar-worthy. haha but even then my night became interesting (this term bears little positive connotations here) when i offered to share cab home with a smashed someone. woke up this morning with a thought stuck to my head: i have fabbity fab fab friends! that is vair true. further confirmed by messages of lurve (of sorts) from satc girls and also chahsie's confession of her love for me. then even though the weather went against me by pouring cats, dogs, elephants, monkeys and an entire zooful, i managed to meet up with bee (thanks to my dad fetching). it is never boring to spend time with that turtle!

man, even though eyelashes are supposed to protect your eyes from dust and irritation, they are usually the source of irritant for me. if you look into my skull i bet i have at least a kg's worth of eyelash collection there.

hoho ok supposed to be nerding, of course. i am really beyond screwed for midyears but i am maintaining a positive outlook on this. math is vair good for your soul.

jiawen: yesss of course i remember you. i think i still have you on my msn list.. i couldn't sign your guestbook because i can't seem to access guestbook pages anymore.

oh greattt i was supposed to wake up an hour ago to catch csi at noon but now i have to catch that episode at night. i couldn't wake up because i was having this frigging congo-ish dream in a junglish swamp place with freaking crocodiles (quoted from the dream: "there are more crocodiles here than there are men on land.") and i know there were LOW and UNSTEADY bridges and a lot of people got eaten by the crocs etc etc etc and afterwards there were also addition of leopords/panthers of sorts. SO EXCITING. wah i almost got eaten up man, i was so freaking agile in the dream. i wonder what does this dream means. that i want to act in an anaconda-ish show but with crocodiles and alligators instead of snakes??? or that i should avoid junglish swamp things at all costs???

anyway my mad hat friend, jill yong, is leaving for vietnam today to BACKPACK ALONE. as i've said, she is mad. i am sure she doesn't know a single word of vietnamese and aren't there landmines in vietnam?! she was just going on about how she is definitely bringing her hairdryer there. let's pray for her safety and that she will return in one piece, and with nice blown-dry hair.

really have to get down to trading in for a new camera and getting a new set of earphones soon! keep forgetting to bring the box down to apple.. it's vair annoying to have one side louder than the other. at first i thought the problem was in my ears. and i need a new camera so i can upload daily photos to accompany my posts!

wah i will not think about SATs anymore. i hope i do decently for at least two out of three. results are out on the 26th this month. hohum, it ended quite late and i met debby at the void deck. i tried to do math today.. debby's classmate, alaric, joined us too. i had craving for coke today! so strangeee. i was so tired (because i didn't sleep well last night) that i slept amidst all the construction noises beside the void deck at acjc. ok on to more exciting stuff.. dinner! we had mexican food at chachacha, debby had chicken quesadilla, alaric had chicken burrito but he didn't eat the bean paste and i had chicken enchiladas. we spent a long time deciding on dessert before settling at gelare. that was pretty funnn haha then they gave me wrong directions. so i couldn't get to buona vista mrt and i went to town to meet chinleng and sijia instead. bumped into jill too so the four of us had a major gossiping session until we lost track of time.

here i am at home.. i missed lost this week so if anyone has the episode please send me!!! zan, do you have?! i have a hard time differentiating cramps from hunger pangs. sigh anyway i don't know why my house is always plagued with cockroaches. i saw one in the shower and my mother said i screamed so loud that i scared both my dogs. i ran out of the shower and thank God my mother was at home. ok very late already i must sleep and dream of good things, i.e. not cockroaches. even the word disgusts me, so i shall coin a new name for them. from now on, i will call them jabbers. such a harmless and flooby word. night! minus jabbers.

guess it wasn't much of school for me after all. after gp, we went out to eat and came back purposefully for three lectures. but after doing absolutely nothing productive during the first lecture (physics), i decided to go home. results: 1/3. on wednesday, i went late so i skipped a lecture, and i left early so i skipped double econs lecture. results: 2/5. thursday, i woke up late, went to school to drop off some stuff before meeting daphne. results: 0/3. today, woke up even later and met with friends at three hours past the meeting time. results: 0/4. final result: 3/15. wah FAIL.

met up with OLD friends today, mainly chah, zan, debby and samz. i haven't seen samz in the longest time, and she is the queen of pangsehing, or of forsaking whatever other things for her other half. haha in a usual 410 manner, we hardly got any work done. i will be hardworking tomorrow! SATs tomorrow. quite scared because i feel extremely ill-prepared and i really need to do well!

ashlee simpson had a lovely nose job but the latest collagen lip thing is just plain gross and makes her look sooo plastic surgeried and ugly.

rarghhh okokok bye i will try and relieve some stress by reading more gossip websites.