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chinleng told me to do this.

rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours.

1. i used to have a habit of talking to things (before i was ten). if i hit the sink too hard, i would say "sorry" and if i got scared in the elevator, i would go "can you please hurry up? please please?".

2. i used to have a habit of making both sides of my body touch the same thing for the same amount of time with the same pressure. confusing? like if my right wrist touched something cold, i will not feel at ease until my other wrist touches that thing. and i will do it until i feel that both wrists have received equal treatment. i also feel very uncomfortable if my shoes aren't the same tightness. (i swear this makes me sound psycho, i still do it sometimes but not to the same extent.)

3. i put all my pens in my pencil case in the same direction, even those markers which have identical ends but 1.2mm on one end and 0.5mm on the other. OK I AM A FREAK SORRY.

4. i hate wearing bras.

5. i am only comfortable using 6mm feint-ruled foolscap from paperpoint.

i want biyi, stefanie, daphne, xueying and yiling to do this.

xue told me to do this.

seven things that scare me
- cockroaches
- losing my loved ones (in more ways than one)
- plastic surgery
- next year (jc2!)
- the far future
- very dirty things (like mud, or ghosts)
- certain games (alice but i still play it)

seven things i like the most
- friends
- food (especially chocolates, ice-cream and chocolate ice-cream)
- books with nice covers and are funny/interesting
- shopping trips which end up with loads of shopping bags
- music
- crisp banknotes
- you, you and you! : )

seven important things in my room
- wallet
- wardrobe (haha i'm such a cheat, it consists of cosmetics, lotions, clothes, bags, perfumes etc)
- computer
- bed (and everything on it)
- cameras (polaroid and lomo)
- handphone
- ipod

seven random facts about me
(refer to previous quiz)
- i have a tongue piercing
- i once ate four huge bowls of pasta for dinner

seven things i plan to do before i die
- open an ice-cream shop
- read harry potter and the half-blood prince
- watch all my vcds
- roadtrip!!!
- learn snowboarding
- skydive
- write my will

seven things i can do
- splits
- play the bagpipes
- kinda fly a plane
- stuff 73 m&m's into my mouth (recorded)
- kick adrian's balls
- dance in four-inch heels
- spastic poses in front of the camera

seven things i can't do
- cartwheels
- fly a plane very well
- speak tamil
- play winning eleven (i just suck at it)
- not pon school
- smell seaweed without gagging
- turn back time

seven things i say the most
- omgah
- how? i can't decide!!!
- i swear
- stupid shit
- you slut!!!
- go and die
- hahahahaha

seven who will have to do this
- chinleng
- biyi
- stefanie
- daphne
- eunice
- yiling
- anyone else

was shopping with my mum the other day and we saw this pretty thing!!! it comes in another colour and also another design. i love it : )))

shenanigans photos!!!

i took the colorgenics test again.

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic abou the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you. There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activitiy.

All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate 'give and take' remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being 'handcuffed' - 'tied down' - 'hindered' - 'restrained' and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationality, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

couldn't have said it better. i'm really tired now.. so much that i couldn't even finish my hotcakes this morning. i watched white chicks! i'm going to make a list of what i shall do today because i feel very disorganised right now.

oh my eff gee. i swear i've been really really really good and sensible and all goody-two-shoes for one and a half years until last night. chinablack is different nowadays.. the music kind of sucks now but it used to be so damn good. only caught titus's band because i had a nice long chat with the bouncers so we missed the first two bands : ( i'm having a bad breakout.. maybe because i left my make-up on till 8.30 in the morning. smart move. love my skin man. am tired, sleepy, dying; have rashes, stiff shoulders and stiff neck, so good night world!

today i pissed my father off early in the morning. i was disturbed from my slumber by some guy who came to take pictures of the apartment and was pretty cranky. but my dad brought home egg mcmuffin meal home, so i sat down to eat my nice breakfast. then i found that he had forgotten to take a straw, and i hate to drink my drinks without a straw. we couldn't find my yellow-green curlywurly straw so i had to take a pink one from my box. anyway both of us were in foul moods because of a straw. very stupid, but very true.

to dress down (combat gear!!!) or to dress up?

i forgot to say that i made a new discovery at netball chalet that day: i am damnnn good at barbecuing!!! hahaha. like natural talent to set the firestarters and charcoal and all that, and can cook good food without the food getting burnt! with the help of other netballers.. dayamn, we're good!

after training and lunch, came back home to do the ogl proposals, was planning to read harry potter then do SAT book but i fell asleep after reading a few chapters and had a really interesting dream! it's really hard to describe, but it's kind of like an action-packed thriller! haha.. it involved a temple+monks+joss sticks, a traitor+bomb in a round float+explosion+a young boy who died in my arms in the explosion (i think he was my younger brother), a train ride, hotel+swimming pool which closed at 7 pm, overseas (malaysia? london? i couldn't tell)+two shops selling food and i really wanted to eat from there but now i forgot what they were selling. anyway the dream was very exciting. after sleeping for three or four hours, my dream was interrupted by biyi and so i went for dinner at tampines.

i am perpetually lethargic nowadays.. good night!

MY DAMN TOOTHACHE IS MAKING ME VERY MISERABLE.

ogl camp was pretty alright, but obviously i had to go home to sleep.. my aircon and my bed! i know it's supposed to be a training camp but i can't help it. lucien's alhena's orientation house leader so that's cool : ) yesterday's recce was a flop though, due to the weather, lack of people to play the games and the such.

just saw some photos which reflected the harsh truth. omgahhh. i couldn't button my dyed roxy shorts the day before : ((( anyhooooos, i have a damn toothache now!!! my bottom left wisdom tooth is hurting the crapass out of me. it hurts when i chew!!! do you know how tortorous it is for me.. i gave up eating my chocolate cake just now. was browsing around myspace.com and came across sooooo many fake accounts of celebrities and even half-celebrities, like the laguna beach cast. i swear some people have nothing better to do.

haha i've just broken my own record for minesweepers! what a good day!

mmm i have smart friends.

sijia says:
malay boys
sijia says:
cant eat
sijia says:
beef

for the record, muslim boys (and girls and women and men) can't eat pork.

i am missing a few people terribly right now. to name a couple: stefanie chan yuet ling and daphne lim hui kiang. you never know what you've got till it's gone. it hurts me to know that i am not there for you, and that i don't know what is going on in your life. it just sucks. don't tell me it's part of growing up, because it's all fucked up.

i can get irritating at times. i get irritated with myself too. ok that aside, had a six-hour long talent management programme induction today.. and guess what? we have presentations to come up with, pw op style. lovelyyy. i cannot decide what to do now so this is how i will relief my stress.

i think i'm going to be addicted to coffee soon. i'm now under the influence of a grande peppermint mocha. i shall declare here i love coffee especially from starbucks but there are also a few reasons deterring me from liking coffee. firstly, our favourite dhs friend likes coffee (but he drinks the sixty cents one about six times a day (i am not exaggerating)), secondly it turns your teeth yellow and lastly it contains extra calories i can do totally fine without. i love whipped cream.

i picked up my jacket yesterday! i think it's the perfect jacket! although it is a little loose at the upper back.. i love it i love it i love it i cannot wait to wear it! i am so tempted to buy 8948174704 things here but i am controlling in case i see nicer things overseas!

it is the most superficial when you start talking to a person because he/she has become more handsome/prettier/cooler/whatever. it's disgusting. anyhows, i must admit that we do judge people superficially to some extent but i definitely definitely definitely give people chances and i will tell you that i've made a number of friends and even good and/or close friends whom i thought i will never even be acquaintances with. one friend i am so so so glad that i have made is my dearest sijia aka chibi maruko chan. i love you!!! you rockkk.

am sending my SAT scores to Choices Impossible (seemingly as for now): Stanford, NYU, Cornell and UCLA. omgah i was sooo going to do my practice questions, but i got distracted by autumn in my heart and then by a call, followed by a long talk in starbucks@liattowers. so so so screwed. byeee i need my beauty sleep so i can stop looking like china's national treasure (read: panda)!!!

i went to victoriassecret.com and was greeted with a pretty model in a hot pink bra who has hairy arms. hairy people have hope after all. then again, it wouldn't hurt to look like her even if she has hairy arms. yumyum i want to buy lingerie.. with the models who come in them haha!

anyway, that was not why i wanted to blog. again, i have subjected myself to the torture of being an orientation group leader. initially i wasn't chosen as a games ic which i was complaining about because i didn't want to run around sentosa during the amazing race.. and woah today i was hit with shit. they said i'm now games ic of all three games due to people pulling out and all that. it's good that i don't have to run around and be enthusiastic the whole damn day but i got really secluded stations and what if there are fun people in my og! well whatever it is, now i have to do my proposal.

am sick (constipated nose and all that), so skipped two trainings and one friendly. unfit to the max. i am so bloated and puffy and round now.

yesterday's steamboat gathering was niceee. loved seeing all of them again. ate a shitload. much thanks to chah and her accomodating family! i had hot peppermint mocha from starbucks last night! realrealreal yummy. for once i was high instead of moody after drinking and it kept me awake!!! which was bad because i was trying to sleep early.

photos from halloween@newsroom:




COWabunga@chinablack

3rd december, saturday
from 8pm to 6am

SPECIAL treat for all from 8 to 9 (to be updated)

COWabunga party tickets going at $14 only,
inclusive of one free drink!

COWabunga ticket holders: exclusive priority entry
till eleven before the doors open to the rest of the
public!

tickets at door going at $18 for entry after 11.

early bird specials from 9 to 12:
HOUSEPOUR, BEER GLASS and SHOTS - $3
JUGGIES only $10
a BOTTLE for $99, two BOTTLES for $188!!

r&b and top 40s all night long
party nonstop and drink till you drop.

don't miss this night of thrill excitement and nonstop partyyy.

for tickets, please contact:
weixian - 96259895
keith - 94750353
firas - 98287321
gerald - 98412428
changwen - 98509696

i will hit the (SAT) books. right after my shower and a long pampering session haha!

ridiculously short post last night cos i was tired, anyway since chinleng hasn't uploaded the photos, i'll grab this group shot of the girls from zan's blog. my hair sucks when it's wet from frolicking in the pool.

i love time with friends (chah+giff, bee, chin, zan+joel)by the pool doing the stupidest things!!! being conjoined twins and eating and having our 2847179th heart-to-heart talk. i love my dad too for fetching me around haha.

cannot. breathe.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just realised there is mofoing i&r to do!!! ok that is for tomorrow. omgah i just missed two CSI episodes. cannot watch the third one because my brother is watching some VCDs or DVDs. ooh my brother turned 30 today!!! so old huh. today happens to be shawn yue's birthday too! he turns 24.. i guess a 7-year age difference isn't that bad right? : ) since i don't have a picture of my brother, i will put two of shawn!oh now i know who he reminds me of. a little teeny weey bit.

things to watch
. animatrix
. don't say a word
. laguna beach episodes 13 onwards
. autumn in my heart disc 5 onwards
. starsky and hutch
. down with love
. chicago

bought the last two shows today at a sale : ))) tomorrow will be home-time again! i&r, SATs, shows and food (in order of importance haaa i am a prioritised girl). hope i can eat subway for lunch and dinner tomorrow.. i've been having subway for the past five days. shower time!

i totally forgot to mention that my two lovely pooches, snowy and ginger, were playing a cute game of tug-of-war with MY FAVOURITE SUPERPOWER PURPLE BUTTERFLY PEN!!! it gave me superpowers during chinese compo and econs paper 3. i would post a beautiful picture of it but this computer doesn't have a slot for my memory card. i couldn't find it anymore so i got two furry pens in light pink and hot pink. but there is no butterfly.. i'll have to make do. i bought them so i may have superpowers while studying for my SATs (if i actually study for it at all).

i'm feeling really lazy but i am also getting very paranoid about my jacket so i want to go to town and make sure it's mine RIGHT NOW. the other thing is that i am pretty sure that there is only one piece for each size.. the bad thing about going out is having to decide what to wear. i've concluded that if i am given a choice to have only one kind of food (like godiva chocolates or pastamania or whatever) for the rest of my life, i will choose SUBWAY (eat fresh)! but am refraining from buying from the lido outlet because the guy there recognises me and thinks that i have no life outside lido. you are so wrong!!! i just have no life outside subway!

i want to be fair. life is unfair, why can't i ever look fair? a couple of weeks ago, my pe teacher said to me, "no offence, but you're going to get skin cancer." and i was like wtf? why? (minus the wtf part), and he said, "you're under the sun every day.." so i've spent the last couple of days at home but trying to be fair never works, people just ask if i am sick.

all i want for christmas is..

and a good pair of jeans. and preferably an unfat body to fit into them. and emerald green eyeliner pleaseeeee!!!

skye sweetnam - tangled up in me

you wanna know more, more, more about me
i'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
i'm the one that's honking at you cos i left late again

could you see i want you by the way i push you away
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
get tangled up in me

you wanna know more, more, more about me
gotta know reverse psychology
i'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
i''m the girl you never get just quite what you see

could you see i want you by the way i push you away
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
get tangled up in me

you think that you know me
you think that i'm only
when everything i do is only to get tangled up in you
you wanna know more, more, more about me
i'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

as expected, she is watching some fucking chinese show. i swear i am damn pissed. i'm going to ask for a tv of my own tomorrow. i am feeling angsty all over again!!! i swear i will be a happier girl with them out of my life. another thing that is annoying me now is my left knee which is hurting like a bitch.

anyways, the As have started. i wanted to message every single person a good luck message, but i thought it would be nicer if i just say a little prayer for each of them. i hope they (especially the ones i love the most) know that i am here rooting for them, always.

debby requested that i blog about hari raya puasa. a bunch of us went over to giff's to break fast (but only giff was breaking fast) and boy, was the food good!!! much thanks to giff and his mother : ))) we had about nine dishes??? and i ate loads of snacks as well. i'm going to post some pictures up next time because debby sent me about four, all with me inside but i'm trying to look for a whole group picture so my face isn't so blown up. the camera is very unflattering and my ego doesn't need anymore deflating. too bad we forgot to take pictures of the food!

a BIG thank you to my biggest clients of my aunt agony service (ben and liane) for helping me get my zebra bikini! wishing you two the best : )

anyways i used to not like t.A.T.u but they looked really hottt in their newest mtv (but only in that music video, i think). ok these are the only two decent shots i found. i want good screenshots!

watched five hours of autumn in my heart today. i hateeeeee that evil bitch xinai!!! oh but i swear i am freaking in love with wonbin all over again haha! anyway that show is seriously a tearjerker. i want to watch cruel intentions 2 NOW NOW NOW but someone is watching tv omggg what should i do??? i hate asking for things like that.

anyway i am quite sad because eleven people are dropping a subject so they are leaving the class. and this includes fun people like avinesh, bernard and chunhong : ((( stupid principal and stupid admin and stupid criteria and everything. so so so so so dumb.

alright i'm off to try to take control of the tv but i doubt it will be successful.

something that struck a chord with me from pulp fiction.

mia: don't you hate that?
vincent: what?
mia: uncomfortable silences. why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
vincent: i don't know. that's a good question.
mia: that's when you know you've found somebody special. when you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.

life is all about choices. if you get screwed, chances are it's probably your fault. i take 90% responsibility for all the shit that has happened to me. for the other 10%, i swear i am almost completely blameless and it is not my fault and i will pretend that it was someone else's shit and not mine.

i am feeling happy and optimistic and yet angsty at the same time. actually, i don't really feel angsty. i just feel like being really vulgar and crude, so..

chinleng and sijia came over to watch laguna beach : ))) ate (of course) as we watched episodes 7 to 12.. i thought Our Last Prom was the last episode because it sounded like it.. but it's not!!! haha so i am very happy and am downloading the others now. laguna beach makes us talk like bimbos but that's fine. ate at bigO where we embarrassed ourselves by talking about certain things with the staff behind the counter eavesdropping on us. i swear they thought we were nuts. met up with bobby today! and saw yuanloong for a while. i love these two small boys! going to sleep now because i need to wake up early to go blading tomorrow!

life is good.

i quit youth flying club today. guess i had to prioritise now and that had to go first.. on the other hand, i bought my SATs book today and i am excited about studying for it! haha and i want to get flashcards too and wow people with my new extensive vocabulary and i can start using words of three syllables or more.

we should really embark on operation freaky friday. it traumatises me more than you'll ever know.

i hate my tanlines, especially the sock tan because it looks sooo retarded. i look like i am perpetually wearing beige toe socks.

anyway i was having gastric and so i finished the remaining of my Great Grains cereal, which was about three damn servings.

guys are retarded. their IQ is probably equivalent to their uk shoe size.

quote of the day (from chinleng): aaaargh (some really cool noise she made) i forgot to ask my mother to tape my qing wa (frog: some gay taiwanese show) for me today!!!

i'm really bored, i'll post some photos from one girls' night out (some time last week or so?). disclaimer: most of the captions are fictional.