lazypau

omgah my ulcer is killing me and it's refusing to heal. it's been there for days : ((( it hurts, whenever i move my mouth or eat, which is like 24/7.

i finally watched a movie today! the last movie before this was charlie and the chocolate factory with brandon. but, i watched the wig. the damn bloody wiggg. watched with the retainees who made so much noiseee but were quite humji nonetheless.

mmm i love wearing my oversized acjc shirt and kermit the frog boy shorts. i should stop the bad habit of picking at my scalp.. and i realise i am very restless.. always seem to have ants in my pants.

i wished there was sephora in singapore!!! it has everything : (((

wow i didn't know my phone can have a four-way conference. too exciting..! bye : )

lessons learnt today

1. playing tennis in the damn hot sun drains you and leaves you with unsightly tanlines and radiating heat
2. don't tie your hair when it's wet because it leaves you with an itchy scalp, especially those with sensitive scalp (like me)
3. this is the last week of school!!! (i swear i didn't know)
4. swedish meatballs and spaghetti at ikea are yummy
5. so are the pork ribs at cafe cartel
6. i need a new grip, and a new tennis racket
7. both guys and girls have pms and i am not the best person to deal with that
8. the heat makes me want to swear

i think i am having very strange illogical thoughts (like how there shouldn't be boyfriends and girlfriends) which probably means i should go to sleep now. i had many things to say but a phonecall interrupted my train of thoughts, and i will leave with a parting remark for someone, if only you knew.

after waking up at seven to publish that post, i slept till twelve haha. bought a new pair of earrings which has a letter R but it looks like IR to me because of the font. i lost one side of my favourite bigger-than-a-bangle hoops that memorable night, so i have to get new ones. i bought girl guides' cookies too, which are gooood man. and they last for like, forever. at least when compared to other chocolates i buy.

i'm reading vernon god little now, but i think even that makes my brain think too much.. i feel like giving up and reading gossip girl instead because that is just pureee trash chick lit. books have taken over my ipod's role.

i'm off again because i need to meet my mother for lunch and then chinleng for dinner. i need to catch up with the others soon (debby, chah, meishu etc etc etc)!!! i'm going to be late but i cannot decide what to wear : ( i wish we could just go out in our PJs.

open house today was tiring but fun!!! can't believe it but yeah.. i had to take care of the children (but together with lisa, i told mr neo i couldn't handle seven primary 5-6 children and helped lisa with the primary 3-4 kids instead) and brought them on a trail, with everyone either giving me amused looks or laughing at me, i am very patient with kids ok. trick or treat room was really good!!! the magicians were like woo david blaine, i swear. nat, biyi and cat popped by in the evening! today was a pretty good day : )

GO AWAY i don't want to talk to you. there is no point. and i just hate it.

haha i "took a rest" in bed last night and it's seven am the next day now. dumb alarm woke me up so early.

i am not really that vulgar, i am just over-agitated at times. watch me reform. anyhow, we got back all our promo results, i did better than expected for all my subjects except gp. guess the fever burnt my brain during gp paper : ( because i like details, i shall announce to the whole world my promo (not overall) results (in percentage) whether you like it or not (actually i don't, but i just like blogging them).

gp - 52 / c5
chinese - 58 / b4 (haha omg i'm a chink freak)
physics - 58.7 / c
chemistry - 70.9 / a
economics - 64 / b
mathematics - 78 / a

i think i topped the class for econs and chemistry. but anyways there is this freak who topped the school for chem, math and physics. good game. i am glad promos are sooo over, but now there are a million things to do. jc life never ends. after rereading the curious incident about the dog at night-time, it makes me feel being like christopher boone, noticing every thing and being good at physics and math and being extra detailed, minus the groaning and other weird stuffs. i would like to continue rambling on about results and promos but it would be a vomit of information, too boring to everyone else.

finally flew again today after a month, with micky. he is more lenient with me than my primary instructor, i like : ) so i missed all of today's lessons. today was a stupid day spent doing open house preparations.. only played twenty minutes of tennis!

that certain thing definitely classifies me as weird : ) but it is all alright because if i admit i am weird, i am no longer officially weird.

i know i promised a good entry, but i am tired and there is open house the whole of tomorrow. i am bringing two books instead of only one, just in case. nerds read.

the feeling of after-exercise is goooood. the feeling of exercising and then eating three plates of rice plus loads of other stuff is baaaaad. post-promos have been pretty good so far, with the exception of the physics department being totally anally brainless. oh, and that my favourite teacher, miss jamie teo, is leaving us this year : ((( the girls almost cried today when she met with all her chemistry classes. she is one of the main reasons why i got an A for chemistry promos. she gave all of us a tealight in a holder with a short personalised message.. though she was trying hard not to cry, she still managed to be really funny -coughjunhongcoughyilingcough- i'll miss her so much.. all the other chemistry teachers cannot compare to her.

i had stuff to blog about but i am really tired plus i forgot what i was going to say, stuck here for two hours. off to do pw, fun and exciting.. bad part about post-promos. i am only doing it so that my group leader, abigail, doesn't go mad. better entry the next time, promise.

woke up too late to have my double macs breakfast (as in i was going to order two breakfasts haha), but good ol' daddy bought fast food five minutes after i woke up. burger king has nice onion rings now, the ones we get when we deep-fry those in a huge packet from supermarkets. watched pulp fiction and harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban (with other things in between and after). logical combination huh. harry potter irritates me some times, he is too overrated. it's getting really late, i should sleep. but nowadays i am too lazy to take the twelve-minute bus ride to school so my dad fetches in the company vehicle (i cannot decide if it's a van or a car).

dayamn! i'm good at slacking.

last night felt surreal.. the reality of it all is taking really long to sink in. last night we were pretty much pissed and angry and worried but in retrospect it is quite hilarious. especially the photos and videos.. it may seem evil but it is all for your own good, my friend. or perhaps a reward for our hard work.

i have this constant craving for yoshinoya though i ate that twice in a week already. i haven't satisfied my crystal jade congee craving yet and definitely not marmalade pantry yet.

wow do you know how damn good it feels to have absolutely no agenda at all? it's like i can do any damn thing i want! right now i can choose to watch pulp fiction, play alice, fake my pw surveys, sleep, watch mindless tv, read celebrity gossip, watch laguna beach after shows and other videos, eat eat eat, read papers or stare at the ceiling.. you get the idea. the best thing is it's only saturday though it feels like a sunday! this is the way it should be : )

interhouse was alright.. did duty for netball but mostly sat in the hot sun for the first day and ate a lot of biscuits and drank loads of glucose mix; did scoring today in the slight drizzle. i think i shouted abit too much.. but i've been rather quiet this year (in general). this is so nothing compared to rgs netball carnival, which is also more fun. bowling today, my team had mason, abigail and bjorn. oh my goodness i have never felt such overwhelming guilt in my life. we got fourth.. freaking fourth out of nineteen teams! i mean we should be happy (because there's a bowler like me) but the point is we lost to the third team by three freaking pins! if only i didn't bowl like shit for just one damn frame in my lousy shit first game. but mason's still very nice to agree to treat abigail and me to sundaes at swensens' though i totally don't deserve it (although i must say i am proud of my last game but only that). bowling is fun and we should do it more often!

anyway i realised i have one million things to do. i want to watch movies, read books, study for sats, play tennis, run, eat good food, lounge by the pool, hanging out with friends etc etc etc. maybe i will get a job!!! because it looks fun waitressing although people tell me otherwise. i will bring pride to the service sector, the damn government should use me to endorse good service. good afternoon ma'am, may i take your order please? : )

school is so stupid. i was going to complain about school and other random matters but it's already 12.30am and i have to wake up at 6.50am so that i can attend the oh-so-important 7-please-do-not-be-late-30am morning assembly so we can silently sing the national anthem, recite the pledge with renewed vigour each day and enjoy the blasting school song once a week on wednesdays. oh btw paying the damn adult fare for buses/trains is damn scary because the money in the ezlink card just freaking disappears. and my lotion smells disgusting, like strange chicken biscuits. mmm ok that's all for tonight's complaints, good night.

i am so tired. but in a good way. good things that happened today (the bad is insignificant and can be overlooked):

* cornflakes with sugar and fresh strawberries
* i finished econs mcq in fifteen minutes
* i finished ten espresso fudge cookies in five minutes (i chose to see it as a good thing)
* talking with shuli, abigail and yiling at macs
* bowling with the above plus mason and avi (wah five strikes in a row and score of 221) at changi beach club
* eating delicious chicken chop hor fun at changi village
* shopping with maybs, aileen, sijia and chinleng (I MISS THEM SO MUCH)
* someone buying something at every other shop
* new tops and a skirt
* having absolutely no academia-related agenda right now haaaaaa my mind is totally replaced by superficial thoughts

anyways the lack of exercise is rather apparent when my legs are aching so badly from shopping. and places where muscles used to be are replaced by fatsss. am totally craving for the taiwan chicken (taiwan street snacks?) and crystal jade congee haha. am going to sleep because tomorrow's a long day and didn't sleep much the past two days. good night, lovely world!

STOP STOP STOP.

i am a cowww. hear me moo. i weigh twice as much as youuuuu. and i look good on a barbecue!!! yehhh i've gone mad. bovine spongiform encephalopathy. mmm must be from the beef bowl. i don't know why i feel kind of happy even though i am kind of expanding sideways exponentially. i don't like to wear pants because they make me look like a dumpling but now i'm so enlarged that i look like a dumpling on two dumplings if i wear a skirt.. the only choice i am left with are maternity dresses.. i could totally start a new trend, you think? or like totally go boho and dump so many accesories on myself that you won't know where i end and the accesories begin.

i'm quite excited about staying at a motel in new zealand because i've never stayed at one before. it's pretty much the only lodging tourists get when they go to my sister's town. cool we're going to three different places! dunedin, christchurch and auckland. about everything closes at five (what do they do there?!) ha ha doesn't sound too exciting but my skin and hair will look ten thousand times better there. i want to get a nice jacket with a faux fur collar to wear in nz : )))

ONE LAST PAPER!!!

supper last night: chilli crabs and bread
supper today: hokkien mee and satay
supper last night + supper today = rachel + 10kg = horrific figure (in more ways than one)

chinablack last night and indochine tonight. math for me for both nights. mmm. never mind i wouldn't have fit into my clothes anyways.

i am in love with this song.

joe sibol - forever hold your peace

tonight, the only thing left for the night
is to see that you are held tight
and make sure that it's all alright
the damage done by the fight
and make sure it's all ok
see that we're finding
the world we're waiting for
is knocking on our door

tonight, the doctor takes off his mask
and the nurse doesn't even have to ask
as the soul goes up through the vent
and out to where the sun sets
silently rub your eyes
try to remember that
the world we're waiting for
is knocking on our door

stand now or forever hold your peace somehow
stand now or forever hold your peace somehow
somehow somehow

i can see it baby
the day when we are made complete
when we see love again face to face
i can see it baby
the day when we are finally free
the world is just a place for kicks and laughs

i had a fever of almost 38 degrees on tuesday night (right before the first day of exams), i totally freaked out and thought i had dengue fever.. but anyway it subsided already so although strange bumps keep appearing on my hands i think it is probably something else. i went to see a doctor that night and refused an mc because yes i wanted to take my exams wow. my doctor had grey eyes but i couldn't figure if they were really grey (because he's some strange/mixed race) or if they were coloured contacts. stress is making my skin and scalp dry even though i swear i am drinking tons of water.. and the thermometer the government gave us during sars period finally came to use.

i know this is about a month late but here are pictures from teachers'/aces day celebrations. as you can see we didn't take much pains to dress up.

omgah i have like one day to do ALL of my econs because i lost count of the days to exams.

omgah i might not be able to pass my promos, let alone take S papers.

omgah i eat like four to five meals a day plus snacks (chocolates, ice-cream, chips).

omgah i swear i cannot fit into my clothes anymore.

omgah i cannot party with chin and gang after their promos end on friday.

omgah i have the SCHWEETEST friends!!! today i received a card and i wondered if it was an extremely late birthday card or an extremely early christmas card. actually, it was my dearest stef and daphne sending me the loveliest card with a pretty glittery horseshoe on the cover wishing me good luck in my exams!!! and they remembered me saying that i liked the card loads!!! they are the nicest people around whom i still can swear around freely without feeling strange haha : ))) THANKSSS x )

omgah i am still online!