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wow believe it or not, the one and only time i got bounced was at rav! but managed to bluff my way in with the help of hongmin and jwong. usual rav-standard party.. ying + chin + sijia stayed at my house, in the other room (because dsquare* went to phuket). my dad came back even later than we did! we woke up in the morning looking like such pretties.

yes i'm going to lose my homework bet again. i'm not going to try anymore. eight more weeks to promos! how exciting.. can't wait man. i'm going to devise some sort of reward plan. like, for every one productive hour, i get to watch one vcd/dvd. cool! hoho exciting, laguna beach is downloading at supersonic speed!

i was damn happy just now despite being tired and just wanting to drop dead and sleep forever because i found my australian cleo at last! with eva longoria gracing the cover : ) i don't know why i like it, i think because it's really hard to find it plus they have really pretty pictures. it's like a semi-cosmopolitan. so essentially half of it is useless. guess i am just a magazine whore : )

it's time for mtv! and applications of differentiation. haha spoils everything, damn it.

* dsquare is short for daniel and denise, daniel being my brother and denise being my sister-in-law.

p.s. i love chinleng! even though she makes me look like something she just stepped on when i walk besides her. (don't worry sijia, you are my eternal lover.)

p.p.s. hey! my blogger is no longer in chinese!

my dad brought home some cut fruits for me, and i noticed something that usually isn't there.
me: what's that white goo?
dad: what..? oh, that. it's ang moh durian.
me: what on earth is ang moh durian???
dad: it's nice la.. just eat.
me: how does it taste like?
dad: umm.. kind of sweet. and sour?
me: wah lao it's soursop isn't it??? soursop say soursop la what ang moh durian..

time for laguna beach!

ok i am in a bad mood now because i put the face paste beside the sink to melt then my brother washed the bowl : ((( rawr. then i had to talk to this guy who was annoying me and being so full of it and condescending that i wished i could just sit on him and flatten him. and now the download rate became super slow! there must be some jinx around. very very very thankful that tomorrow's the last day of school (for the week). but training's pushed to tomorrow : ( can't wait for saturday and sunday!

my new resolutions
* no more than one cone of ice-cream in school per week
* no more skipping school for the rest of term 3
* no more extreme swearing (unless the situation really calls for it)
* no more clubbing until the end of promos (haha this is hard)
* no more five big meals a day
* will try to be less slack about school work (hoho, watch me be a nerd!)

that's all for now. err haha hard enough! hope i don't break more than five resolutions. mmhaa oh yes something funny happened today. jay walked into our econs lesson to get his file from under the desk, then he said "thanks! ciao!" to mr naresh. then nicholas said "he just called you smelly.." to mr hairy naresh. mr naresh was deeply puzzled by nicholas because he couldn't hear what nicholas just said. i was already convulsing in laughter. after finding out that nicholas actually said that really seriously, i was about in (silent) fits. aiight i'm outtie, ciao! ; )

i wanted to eat three (seeds' worth) of durians but i ended eating up the entire box which contained about twenty seeds in less than ten minutes.

mmm the white face paste smells sweet enough to eat!

ok i admit it, i have an eating problem. i suffer from compulsive overeating. it's not clinically diagnosed yet, but i bet i have it.

i did something really stupid yesterday. it's not exactly stupid, but i guess i should've consulted my parents. i have to solve that problem soon. i have about three weeks to deal with it. i hope something good comes out of it. totally weird, if you ask me.

was so tired last night, i forgot to add that i got the letter from the youth flying club! hopefully i don't die while trying to juggle everything.. this year has been bad enough so far, can't even imagine what next year will be like.

finding out that they had a ben & jerry's counter at fish & co. at wheelock place was a consolation to not having baskin robbins in malaysia! too bad i ate too much at nydc and couldn't stuff in anymore food (miracle, i know). watched some show on discovery channel about ice-cream, yummy! i want to be an ice-cream shop owner when i grow up! : )

today i had two wake-up calls about something. well, i'll push that to the back of my mind first. went to malaysia for dinner which was yummy and i ate as much as what the entire africa eats in two years. didn't manage to get baskin robbins ice-cream as planned but had fried ice-cream instead : ) sitting in the 7-seater after dinner got me experiencing motion sickness.

i am just playing around with my life now and taking nothing and everything too seriously.

went wakeboarding today with ben and friends! pity that most of us (not me) were late (to different extents) so we missed about an hour of wakeboarding which is about a set each. totally forgot everything about wakeboarding so i only managed to get the hang of it during the last run, mostly thanks to jayne. makes me want to go again! the seawater makes your throat hurt like a bitch, man. somehow the knuckles of both my third fingers hurt.

as usual, lots of useless but fun conversations and picture-whoring with chin and wanzi. we realised that our buoy in life is mostly partying. badbadbad. we have to engage in intellectual conversations about a particle travelling in circular motion instead of "i will/will not stop you if it's.." conversations.

life plays strange tricks on you. we are so young and yet so jaded already. hah--jaded--what a cliched word. i went to town today and everyone looked the same. i guess it was the same yesterday, the same a decade before, a century before, a millenium before. everyone just looked like one another. maybe we weren't meant to stand out but to conform conform conform so that we are all uniform and the same and every person that passes by is not a person anymore but just a replica of someone else.

my calves have grown horrendously huge. my legs are starting to resemble pig's trotters. why are my muscles in huge lumps instead of being nice and lean like they're supposed to be?

though my eom (evaluation of material) was dued on tuesday, i think i will just do it tomorrow or sunday. i was going to do it just now but now i am just looking at pretty things online. not porn. just clothes, shoes and cute little trinkets! : )

watched american history x just now. one of the main reasons why more people are becoming less racist against blacks is because they are have a sense of humour. every show you watch, there has gotta be some smartass black guy.

i will have to start sacrificing my weekends very soon : ( all in the name of studies. i am going to be a nerd, watch me!

you know that i am eating mindlessly when i am tucking into my dinner heartily while watching the most disgusting episode on fear factor when they have to try to eat as much of octopus, stink beetles, eyeballs, animals' innards and.. well, you get the idea.

school is draining the life out of me. i hardly have time to do my work, and it is just really difficult to keep up. i want to skip school tomorrow but i skipped school twice last week, was late for another two days last week and skipped school yesterday. skipping girl!

i want to buy this pair of really sexy boots. i don't care if it's forty degrees celsius in singapore, i'll find a right time to wear them. i can bring them with me to new zealand! really hope that i can fly to australia from there to learn surfing with debby and whoever else!

rgs yearbook 2004 is finally out : ) i look like a malay in the class photo and horribly sweaty in the tennis one (because we were having training when we were called to have the photos taken). really annoyed with my juniors because they did such a bad job of designing the tarbet page. my toes have more artistic flair than them. i realised there are at least three to four ex-rgs girls teaching in mj now.. i miss rgs! : (

i am having a bad pimple breakout. i hope it clears up by next week.

totally tired and wonked out from the six-quarter match with h&f guys just now. guys can run super fast and jump really high. but we thrashed them of course. well done! : ) umpired the last quarter.. i cannot umpire for nuts. i want to sleep now and never wake up, good night!

sooo, i am SEVENTEEN! extremely touched by the many many many many people who remembered and wished me happy birthday, whether early, on time or late : ) most importantly, thanks to those who graced today's dinner at spizza with their presence today : ) yuanloong, bobby, debby, chah+giff, chin, sijia (chibi maruko chan), zan+joel, samz+han and biyi! much misses to meishu who couldn't make it : ( get well soon!

start a revolution: stop bitching! unfortunately, i think i'm already condemned to hell for all the bitching i do on a regular basis.

woo friends maketh my days. weekends saveth my life. hahaha : )

i'm going to spend the last half an hour of being sixteen eating oreos (chocolate cream and peanut butter) dunked in milk : )

on a more serious note, the only time i've stopped eating these few days was to breathe. ice-cream has been my drug. daily dosage: at least one. chocolate turkish ice-cream, chocolate + vanilla turkish ice-cream, chips ahoy blizzard, triple chocolate cone : )

i (along with yiling, shuli and abigail) found out the most shocking news today! a couple in the class!!! we were amongst the last to know because everyone thought we knew. can't believe the guys didn't tell us.

i know how those slammers feel now. they just keep going back to the blog which they hate so much just to see how much more they can hate that blog. unfortunately, as much as i feel a desire to put this girl down, i will not. it's her freedom to do whatever she wants. but i feel sad for her, truly.

thirty more minutes to my birthday! i'm feeling kind of scared.. would someone please hold me and tell me everything will be alright?

today i was talking to yiling and a couple of her friends, when i inserted a couple of chinese words in my sentence and one of them exclaimed,"OHMYGOSH! you're chinese?!" with such disbelief.

i hate playing games on the field.. be it frisbee (during pe just now!), soccer or rugby. what's the point of having grass tickling your ankles and mud stuck to your shoes and splattered all over you?

some photos from post-sentosa dinner at lido : )

me / maybeline / sijia


someone didn't want her photo taken

i was so frickin' tired, i just could not wake up this morning. dragged myself out of bed at 11.30am, mainly to go to school for chinese orals. which was useless because i am sure the examiners thought i was some retard who can't speak chinese. but i must say today's question was really difficult!!! it had something to do with people being more materialistic and less spiritual. i have trouble discussing about that in english, much less chinese. it's ok, it's over! i hope i don't have to retake chinese orals again (this is in correct usage) because it just means that i am also retaking chinese (next year). taking chinese Os three times was enough thankyouverymuch. 29/100 for chinese paper 2, can you believe it! managed to pass with 45.5 overall though. my results are as follows (btw i am quite happy about my results because i hardly studied, unless i compare with my classmates):

gp - 59 / C5
chinese - 45.5 / C6
physics - 58.2 / C
chemistry - 44 / AO
mathematics - 51.3 / D
economics - 45 / E

i just realised i got higher for econs mcq than drq+essay combined. lovely. i should go do my work but there is csi now! i am too lazy to get off the comp, so i will watch the ten o'clock one.

my dog puked like five times today, including three on the carpet. ewwwwww. i think it's because she keeps eating newspapers.

the ending of desperate housewives was rather anti-climax.. mary alice is right, some times, there is no happy ending.

i am too dreamy to play territorial games. i should have stuck to racket games (like tennis). too tired to get all my shit together, so i will just go watch desperate housewives! : ))) last episode!

djs should not wear turbans because then they cannot hear the music. i was soooo glad to see and dance with charmie at last!!! <333 had my share of fun with the rest too. see my pretties! all dolled up at sijia's before indochine. i hate my (ok, technically my sister's but i "borrowed" them while she's in new zealand) jeans because they are two sizes too big. i hate jeans because they are unflattering. but they come in handy because they go with just about anything.

sijia and me


sijia and chinleng

my friends are the BEST! totally schweet <3 back to school. i am, like, so totally psyched up. btw my training days have changed to now the earliest i can leave school is 4.15pm on tuesdays and 2pm on some wednesdays if i am lucky. i have to bring pe attire to school everyday except tuesdays, which pose a bit of a problem since i only have one set haha. one thing to look forward to tomorrow: LAST EPISODE OF DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!

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realised i have been using the same blog layout for about a year and i haven't been posting any pictures recently (partly because i don't want to, partly because i am not using my own computer). feeling too uninspired lately to think up of a new layout, everything is dull, hot and humid. or perhaps it's just school. created a 2 hour 15 minutes break and a 1 hour 45 minutes today for myself : ) school is too boring. it's turning me into a boring, lifeless student. friends at school make things a little more bearable.

i have to say, i do not study secretly at home. if i study, i will do so openly. i must say i am more than three times as hardworking as i was last year! : ) err but doesn't amount to too much now. i am determined to mug all the way to promos!

i forgot my username at the lomo site! heh i want to get ALL the cameras! i don't mind the plastic fantastic package or the world lomography box but i already have the coloursplash camera (with flash). if i get either packages, i'll sell my coloursplash! anyone who wants it? it's in great condition! if you have no idea what it is go to lomography.com and discover a whole new world : ) i wish i had a neverending supply of polaroid film too.

felt rather upset about not being able to fit everyone in on saturday but am glad i solved it, i hope everything does work out. going to do some advertising for sally!

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9th july, 10pm-6am
presale: $18
at the door: $20 (girls) $22 (guys)
music: r&b and the usual
call 91893977 for tickets!

painfully draggy day even though we end at two. team lunch was fine but surprisingly i was full really fast. shopping didn't go as intended but it was cool just chillin' with chillin', sijia and meishu : )

she didn't seem to notice that i noticed that she was crying, as much as she was holding back. i wanted to write her a note to say "cheer up" but she would have thought i was psycho. so i sat there and hoped she would be fine.

i have some kind of back injury. i feel crippled.. in more ways than one.

i was feeling miserable the whole day until about 5.30pm. tears were welling up in my eyes after gp class even though i got highest in class for gp exam (but i only got 59, which is a mark away from b4, means it is a c5) (but not because of gp). dreary dreary dreary day at school, basically. the last thing i wanted to do was to go for training, but i am glad i did because training was fun despite being sadistic (to me, as i am not what you would call fit). the rest of the team was great company and endorphins helped too. i found out that my two short school days (end at 2pm!) are non-training days so double triple quadraple yays!

and some other stuff made me happy too. friends is the best cure for depression! am looking forward to tomorrow : )

i am still annoyed about my ezlink card. it's around the house somewhere but i doubt i will ever find it until i move to another house. you know, like, amidst packing or unpacking, i will find that card and go, "OH so here you are!" but i will probably be using the senior citizen's card by then so i will just pass it on to the museum for a undisclosed sum of money.

i encase those sweet tender moments in glass boxes, and admire them from time to time.

I AM IN A BAD BAD BAD MOOD.

first i found out something that was totally ?! but that was ok, just shocking. then i thought about school, and how arduous school is going to be, and how i have to file my file and pack my bag for school. not to mention it has my totally favourite lessons like econs tutorial and chemistry practicals. i love them as much as i love cockroaches. on a scale of 1 to 10, my love for them may be -2043716438. but my darlings said i could meet them after my school ends (at 4 bloody 15 pm) to shop in town and have waffles at gelare, so, hey not so bad after all right? noooo! my captain called me to tell me that there is training at 5.30pm tomorrow! i think i will just die during training tomorrow because i weigh an elephant and i run about as fast as a slow moris. after which, i found out chah isn't going to indochine on saturday?! i didn't even get to meet her today because the chijmes dinner with her, debby and meishu was cancelled. plus i am kind of burnt, i feel really hot, heat waves are emitting from me. OH and i lost my ezlink card at home?! i can't find it anywhere! this is just a sign i shouldn't go to school. my room is such a freaking mess, it looks like north korea just tested its nuclear weapons in it. oh yesss i have to wait for a longer time for my birks because they are out of stock! last but not least, my tamagotchi died today!!! because i keep neglecting it (out of absent-mindedness). another thing to add, i am turning seventeen really soon : ((( i don't want to become older!

they always tell you to count your blessings. i went out with chinleng, sijia and maybeline today and i had such fun! i watched laguna beach at 7.45am in the morning : ) i bought durian mochi from four seasons. i watched desperate housewives! actually the day was kind of good until towards the end.

I NEED SOMETHING BIG TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. LIKE, TWENTY TWO PINTS OF BEN & JERRY'S.

omgah so sad, lindsey davenport lost the wimbledon championship to venus williams. i thought she should have won because she's good and it's probably her last year at the wimbledon : ( williams was the underdog, and behind throughout the whole match until the last part. but she deserved to win as much as davenport did, i would think.

sigh i know i said i will go to church tomorrow but.. there are so many reasons why i don't want to.

chin got a all-new haircut today! : ) i have been enjoying my time with sijia and chinleng a lot : ) ooh haha went to the tea dance with biyi, what an eye opener. can't wait to see eunice tomorrow!

my dreams are weird. for example, i keep having dreams of me in a shopping centre (always a different one) with different people in it, different day, different scenarios but boils down to one main purpose: finding a clean toilet. though i must admit i have an obsession with that in real life. well, guess i am never going to china.

i'm so fucking tired.

a little bit of retail therapy can go a long way. hrm i am having trouble deciding which pair of birks i should get. anyway, life is so mean to us some times : ( junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you. high heels are so pretty yet they deform your feet and threaten to cripple you for life. clothes and shoes and accessories are such fun things except they burn a hole in your pocket. being a nerd is really good for your academic life but unfortunately you probably won't succeed socially.

ok, i've figured it out. economics can be used to explain the above in two simple words: opportunity cost. wow naresh will be proud of me.

i love drinking chocolate milk from the carton : )