lazypau

i know exactly what is wrong with my hair. it's frizzy. eww. for once i wish i just had really straight hair, which does not frizz. i need to stop my obsession with cutting the frizzy ends off.

watched initial d, omgah i am totally in love with edison chen and shawn yue now??? it's ok, they said they'll drop by my house the next time they come to singapore. i guess i could entertain jay too. the movie was stopped suddenly ten minutes before ending, resuming after quite a while (with oldies as accompaniment). bad glitch which just ruined the mood.. but all's good, i liked the show!

alex is too hot for marissa. mischa barton doesn't know how to carry herself well. but they (the oc girls) are all pretty pretty.

and yes, because i need you more than you need me.

i am going to be cross-eyed soon. anyone who wants to go somewhere with me to look at things really far away so i can prevent myself from being cross-eyed? i'm getting cross-eyed from cutting all the wavy strands of hair btw, i just can't stand them. i shall go trim my hair soon.

a couple of pieces of pineapple i ate just now smelt of nail polish.

the quizzes and tests that i do always tell me that i am suitable to be a counsellor, teacher, social worker or some performing arts thing. why? i think i'd rather die than to be a teacher.

contrary to popular belief, there are more stars in the singapore sky than you think there are. just look up on a clear, cloudless night.. and you'll see plenty. or maybe you should just come to pasir ris.

argh please remind never to buy magazines from the whitesands newstand because they are always cheating me on the gifts that come with the magazine. not that i want them desperately, but still! cosmogirl had a decent-looking polka-dotted make-up pouch this month : (

since i haven't done one of these in a really long time, here goes!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. chelllll
2. rachelooi
3. meizuo

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. lazypau
2. spinkie
3. malingerer

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. fingernails
2. calves
3. lips

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. skin
2. thighs
3. boobs, or lack thereof, rather.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. hakka
2. teochew
3. my dad was born in penang

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. things that move with no apparent reason
2. the future
3. thinking that the past will destroy my future

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. handphone
2. ezlink card
3. money

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. mj uniform
2. pink socks
3. striped underwear

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. the used
2. googoo dolls
3. weezer

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. the used - all that i've got
2. dashboard confessionals - saints and sailors
3. collective soul - perfect day

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. loveee <3>TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i love econs
2. i'm hungry
3. i would really like to drive

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smileeeee
2. face?!
3. lanky bods or nice legs haha

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. talking/hanging out with friends
2. eating
3. clubbing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. eat
2. shop
3. bathe (in this order)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. pilot
2. public relations thingy
3. taitai (not in order)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. maldives
2. hawaii
3. mexico

THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. mary poppins
2. pippy longstockings
3. bella? (btw i will kill whoever who steals my kids' names, although i doubt anyone would, but just in case..)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. repent for all my sins (and counting)
2. look pretty haha
3. surf

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i love skirts
2. i like to shop
3. i like to gossip (wow i can name a million more)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i can be insensitive to others
2. i like to look at girls
3. i rarely comb or brush my hair

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. adam brody (i don't know why)
2. quinn allman (even though he's gay)
3. alex frost!!! (though he's not really a celeb)

ok i had fun doing that haha. anyway the weather's really crazy.. it was all humid and panfrying hot just now and suddenly there was this STORM which just blew stuff around so badly! anyway, the weather reminded me of this song : )

mocca - secret admirer

oh, secret admirer
when you're around the autumn feels like summer
how come you're always messing up the weather
just like you do to me

my silly admirer
how come you never send me bouquet of flowers
it's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
if you keep knocking at my door

last night in my sleep
i dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
oh how you're always bouncing
oh you look so annoying

dear handsome admirer
i always think you're a very nice fellow
but suddenly you make me feel so mellow
every time you say hello

and every time you look at me
i wish you vanish and disappear into the air
how come you keep on smiling
oh you look so annoying

my secret admirer
i never thought my heart could be so yearning
please tell me now why try to ignore me
cos i do miss you so

my silly admirer (cos i do miss you so)
my handsome admirer (cos i do miss you so)
dear secret admirer
cos i do miss you so

quite happy that the worst day of exams are over! more tv time! i'm a couch potato. this weekend should be pretty good. mmhmm!

big plans for the next holidays! i hope everything goes well : ) together with my two favourite layydies! november/december seems so far away : ( oh, wait, it is.

my tamagotchi fell in love with a duck, there were fireworks and a girl was born. i'm not kidding.

i forgot to read my chem notes like i was supposed to, so i am only up to reading chapter four (atomic structure). distractions include the computer, wimbledon and desperate housewives. wow i just feel like i'm gonna ace the exam tomorrow.

sijia is my comedy (i was gonna say clown but i don't really like clowns..), she simply cracks me up down left and right. sorry, i will find new ways to say "you are so funny hahahaha" and "you crack me up!" because i know i say it all the time.

i think i cannot handle people with huge egos.

chinese was sleep-inducing, naturally. i must have fell asleep about six times. back to school blues.. but slacking with five other classmates was fun.

i need my daily dosage of chinleng : (

just a word of advice: don't get attached (emotionally, physically and/or other forms of attachment) too easily.

auditions didn't go well but i'm not particularly bothered.. hmm was just thinking about attitudes, i'm not what you call competitive. i don't mind being last in most things.. aka i don't give two shits. which explains why i am not bothered about midyears now.

totally bored now, the laguna beach download is taking ages and the only person who has the file is not online now rahhh. i'm going to seek solace in twix.

i keep forgetting that school starts tomorrow. with a big bang! chinese paper. actually, maybe i won't go. so i can skip friday as well (chinese listening comprehension, my favourite paper because it's just like a lullaby and it lulls me to sleep)! and just get zero for chinese paper. i would do it but i am afraid it might somehow sneakily affect my chances of taking S papers. heh heh forward-looking aye. alright, dinner time!

the grass patch (leading to a jungle-like place) beside the bus stop smells like peanut butter sandwich.

dayamn, i was gonna ask someone to deliver the abercrombie shirt from the states but i forgot and since he arrived in singapore already, guess i can't ask him. anyway you can order a&f stuff online but the shipping costs a bomb, should gather a really long shopping list (say, a thousand bucks worth?) from a few people so you can make the shipping cost worth it.

i am quite fed-up about some things. i was going to rant about them here but chinleng and sijia cracked me up so much, so i'm in no mood for rants.

btw v**** is not venus haha : ) but don't worry meishu, you're already mine.

what happened to those act-first-think-later days? it was fun while it lasted except when the thinking part kicked in, with consequences to follow. actually, all that bitsy drama was rather exciting haha. compared to the constant zzz-ness now. mmm i think too much nowadays. well whatever, i think i found the answer i was looking for. balance is the key.

i was trying to come up with a wishlist but i feel quite contented with life now. besides the fact that i really want jc to end NOW so i can get my ass out of singapore's education system. plus i can get everything (buyable) on the list when dad gives me my moolah. here's my wishlist then:

// hilfiger's yellow wedges
// tinkerbell jigsaw puzzle
// tennis tights
// polaroid 600 film
// abercrombie's polo shirt
// britney's curious
// black fishnet stockings
// corset (underwear or otherwise)
// four As for midyears (this will so not happen)
// v****

gotham was a lot better than rav, girls looking all pretty that night. bee had me worried sick though, glad to have brekkie with her (safe and not-so-sound) before we hit the sheets.

strange, kind of a blessing in disguise. better to have friends than enemies i guess.

lunch@theline to celebrate joyce's birthday was all thumbs up! salmon never tasted better! and i just wanted to drink right from the five-tiered chocolate fountain. i miss the girls so much!

things that you don't need to know but i'm going to tell you anyway:

1. i haven't exercised since training ended
2. i hardly touched my school work, except for two chemistry tutorials
3. mr naresh called me to ask if i had dropped economics because i didn't submit the essays and continued to nag for another fifteen minutes
4. i can stay awake for forty hours straight
5. my butt is permanently glued to the sofa
6. my dad has withheld my monthly allowance
7. i don't like singing in front of people
8. i saw jamie yeo two days in a row
9. pck the musical was so singaporean and rather bad save for a few performances. if i were a critic, my article will be titled "really kena con" (thanks to meishu for the premium seat tickets)
10. meishu and i are hype-each-other-up partners!
11. oh yes, and that i fixed up all the wiring and crap for the computer and monitor : ) all by myself! but i didn't manage to figure out the speakers.

last night was truly an eye-opener. plus i wasn't in the greatest of moods, so i must have rolled my eyes like a million times. bee + chin + mayb + i had a debrief session by the riverside before watching a 4.25am screening of mr and mrs smith which was a pretty cute show, and don't we all hate to love such a good-looking couple? more talk over breakfast before heading home. so here i am, with the stale smoke smell still in my hair even though i used citrus shampoo and conditioner. before i know it, the smell will return tomorrow night.

i don't know why some things just get to me.

wearing heels is like modern foot-binding. if i walked another step more in those pumps, i would have never been able to run again.

i am superwoman! heading out in about ten minutes, with no sleep last night. i'll make up for it later. now, where am i supposed to meet her..

you must realise how sad i am after i discovered that quinn allman is gay.

i admit it, i'm addicted to mtv. not plain ol' music videos, mind you, but THOSE cursed shows! besides passable ones like room raiders, pimp my ride and punk'd, i actually like to watch dismissed (just to see what these sluts/horny guys are up to), laguna beach (ok total trash, i know) and my super sweet sixteen (trash number two, i KNOW). before you slap me, i bet you secretly like watching them too!

didn't realise how much i miss shopping till just now! thanks to xue who brought me to topshop's relaunch. i have to stop my obsession with green..

feeling resentful of life now! i want to watch a good movie. total trash in cinemas nowadays. my good ol' habits of ponning school and going late to school are returning. i feel really unfun, boring and ugly in comparison to those upper secondary days. it's like, i feel so much more fulfilled having fun than getting As or Bs. i need to get out more. but things change.. sometimes out doesn't seem that fun anymore either. i miss talking to or even simply seeing tons of people! i wanted to give a shoutout to all of them but i am getting quite sleepy. i will sleep and i will not go to school tomorrow.

see, even my stupid blog entries are getting so boring.

complain complain grumble grumble whine whine.