lazypau

mrs deborah tan declared tomorrow a holiday for rgs : ) because of sustained achievements + children's day. brainwashed by rjc, and njc was quite nice to say that we could leave if we weren't interested.

of potty pies and pick'a'pizzas haha.

studying makes one nutty.

seriously i hate humanities. quoting physics teachers, "if you have no interest in the subject, don't take it, if not you're not doing justice to yourself." OEI let me drop history/ss! raw l1r5 is 17 points, hoping there's scaling even though teachers say there won't be. i just need enough to get into acjc please! if not, i'm stuck with three (undesirable) choices: tpjc, mjc and cjc.

it's true that i have no willpower. it explains for the compulsive overeating which i should get diagnosed for. should set some general ground rules for myself. it will include cutting down from three servings of chocolates a day to just one.

my back is suffering from sleeping in the most uncomfortable positions in the hall. two more days of talk. think i'll skip the useless ones, e.g. njc.

m: i got it in thailand. singapore probably has them though, i just don't know where.

it sure feels good to be home.

my results are nonsense.. c6 for my only humanities, so you get the drift of how well i'm doing. tomorrow they are dropping the real atomic bomb: emath, amath, physics and chemistry. quote from miss koh on chemistry, "don't expect an a1."

it takes two to tango.

i forgot to bring my phone out today, which was fine because i certainly can survive a day without it. reached home at 8 plus to discover that i've forgotten my keys as well. ten points! my dad would usually be home by 6 or 7, so thinking he was a wee bit late, i waited. and waited. and waited.

waited for about 3 hours before jacob, my angel of the day, walked past with his dog. so i'm seeking refuge at xue's now. i can't call my parents because i have no inkling what their phone numbers are. mmm if they're at home, they must be wondering where on earth i am. either that or they're on a cruise!

argh, all this made me feel so helpless and like a loser who can only store four phone numbers in her head. you are one of them, you know.

i've been long gone. so in between then and now, there was..

which made me rip out tufts of hair in the cinema. sentosa with classmates, went down to acjc, watched ghost on friday (i refuse to post the ghost poster here) and it made xue + nice + me all jumpy. surprise pre-birthday party for gab on saturday, kudos to owen for going through a lot of trouble.

results are out on monday, tuesday and wednesday. argh damn suspense.

as you wish, jellyfish..

dodgeball! "oh, i don't think i'm a lot dumber than you think that i thought i once was. "

do you know you've become really condescending that it's scary? i don't seem to know you anymore. what happened?

argh i'm suffering from a lot of cuts and i don't know how i got them. they hurt.

i know i thought of something witty to blog earlier in the day but now i can't remember because i am feeling as sick as a dog..

harold and kumar go to white castle! haha hilarious. wtf mate.

my oh my, what a chocolate overdose at bigO.

shopping-withdrawal now. would greatly appreciate some money coming back to me. argh damn tired i've been sleeping late.. anyway think i can't study with people like zan around because she is such a distraction. studying by myself is fine, but a drawback is i can't sing to myself without looking like a nutcase.

bernie gave me a flower today : ) i would have taken a picture of it if it didn't wilt (water loss causes cells to plasmolyse and become flaccid). a maroon african daisy, if i'm not wrong. how sweet : )

amath was a major bah. did two or three questions out of twelve? felt super stupid after the paper, but yays to borders, big O (cakes and lovely dishes) and new clothes (or just one)!

singapore idol! sylvester is so adorable! i like him! : ) he's a speshul boy. glad he got in!

i forgive people easily (usually) and i (usually) don't stay angry for long. sigh.. get bullied, you know! but there are people like samz and samsoh for me to bully.

it's good that i've detached myself emotionally from that incident.. still annoyed though. girl friends are the best! hah although some things have been driving me nuts, i've still managed to find ways to amuse and relief myself. and daydreaming brings me to places.. : )

do you know that some people have too much time and energy in their hands, as well as little life of their own? they are also the same anonymous people who slam others on guestbooks. seriously, don't hate someone if he/she hasn't burnt down your house or castrated you or something equally deplorable. even if you don't like the way someone walks/talks/looks/some superficial reason, unkind comments ought to be kept inside. if you really can't hold it, say something more polite like, "oh, she's not very good-looking." and not "that stupid bitch is fugly." i think it would make the world a nicer place.

oh but sun ho is another story. argh haha.

i write too slowly. couldn't finish the paper in time, completely missed out one source-based question worth 8 marks. only humanities i have.. die haha.

instead of sleeping, i'm going to watch some channel u show on the 7th month (lunar calender) to scare myself because i am not scared of the prelims yet.

don't you feel irritated when you get something you want, but after purchasing it you realise it's the wrong size/type/cutting? rahhh.

self-control is knowing you can, but deciding you won't.

but so is laziness.

clubbed two nights in a row almost against my will. the party at cocolatte was subdued and the music was sub-standard (to me). sheesh got stopped at a road block for the first time by nosy policemen. seriously, they were a waste of our time and money (as the cab meter ticked away).

stayed over at jac's with xue. who stole the cookies in the cookie jar? : )

a day away from hustle and bustle at chris' condo with girlies and junk food.

i liked today. eunice, tuna puff, corn dog, sundae, xueying, studying, social studies, mee hoon kuay, math, sunflower seeds, raising helen, honey mustard pretzel bits and apples.

when do you know that you're a loser (with the words stamped in capitals on your forehead)?

1. when you trip over a step while climbing up the stairs and fall, looking 101% klutzy and scratching your fingernails on the ground while trying to stop your fall
2. when you are talking to your friend and being nice by picking up her ruler which fell to the floor, and smashing your hair into the sundae pie which you were eating, followed by a scream and an exclamation which inevitably lead to everyone within hearing range to turn and stare

and i'm becoming very good at minesweeper : )

was hoping you wouldn't do that, but you did.

the conical flask tripped and fell into the sink, shattering into a million pieces. note to self: never make up titration results.

holidays are here! actually.. i don't feel the thrill because school has been pretty sporadic this past fortnight. plus the coming week is actually to squeeze two years' worth of work into my greasy little brain >.< pretty impossible. but everything's possible with God, trust in Him and He will work wonders.

over-indulgence in food, baker's inn and nooch : ) am convinced i'm getting fatter and uglier, maybe even more stupid.. it's ok, right? people like eunice will still love me : )

my dearest mother turns 51!

"ma, you're one year older.. four more years to becoming a senior citizen!"

HAHA guess what i just found out? i screwed physics practical more than i think i did!

chinleng says:
physics prac right
chinleng says:
i din know supposed to put the pins into the straw
chinleng says:
my extensions ALL wrong
rachel says:
OH MY GOSH???
chinleng says:
den bio prac..everything basically is wrong..all my solutions were blue..the seeds genotype is wrong..the k1/2 is wrong
rachel says:
THE PINS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE STRAW???

haha trust me to find out a week after it's over.

: ) i'm absolutely psyched! decided to revamp my room! right now, i'm just clearing some junk. might repaint the room during the september holidays, which colour should i do it? chinleng is hard at work trying to persuade me to study instead.. but this is definitely more fun than studying for prelims!

i'm disfigured. my right eyelid swells with renewed vigour each day.

my room and studying are a mess. they're closely related, the stacks of paper on my sofa bed and files littered on the floor.. tsk. think i really lost my prelims timetable. better do my testimonial today as well, with my thesaurus in hand.

have been worrying over some issues (of the future) but today it hit me that i should not worry about tomorrow because there're enough worries of today : )

and did you know you make me happy?