samedi, juillet 31

oh well, it doesn't matter to me anymore, i should think. too much has been wasted.

i,robot was a better show than i'd expected, sonny's so cute! the rest of the robots look really scary (don't tell me that he looks just like them, i know.). he has watery blue eyes though..

good music, blueberries and cool zephyrs. if only..

mercredi, juillet 28

give me a clue, blue moo. i'm about to give up.

rg's going down, rj's on a roll and ri's simply full of abhorrent faggots. track finals should be anything but wet, rainy and full of shrieking girls and whiny gay boys.

i feel like i've been tripping over myself again and again and again..

mardi, juillet 27

debbi fields is much loved by monica, bee and i today.

berwussy and i have highly unusual conversations : ) nosy individuals (like debby and samz) should keep away!

lundi, juillet 26

i've learnt that expectations only make you feel like you've been let down. all the bloody time.

beyond tired. after supergym-ing (don't be surprised if you find me there), all i wanted was a nice bath, chicken bolognaise and my computer. but because i woke up 50 minutes late this morning, i forgot my wallet which has my housekey inside. lovely, i was happily locked out the house for an hour before pa came to my rescue.

vendredi, juillet 23

when i watch a film or read a book with profanity punctuating every other sentence, my mind gets infiltrated with all these words. am reading sweet and tender hooligan, so recently my head has been swarmed with these little words.

you're indecipherable. let me on, won't you?

mercredi, juillet 21

my impatience bothers me. it throws events into a fast forward instead of the nice chronological order that they should follow. that's when things die prematurely. and when things can't fast forward, i feel annoyed and obstructed. that's when i give up and go somewhere else. right now, the feeling of stunted progress is killing me.

happy 17th birthday, nice! my pasir ris + hobbit kaki.
 
happy 18th birthday to little teeny weeny jasonie!

racial harmony calls for some sort of ethnic costume, but we've worn saris before and we were running out of ideas and time. banged on the concept of cross-dressing, and there we were, in various forms of cross-dressing. chah in an oversized shirt, shiny tie, boxers, slippers and hair tucked in a cap; weiting in vomit-green catholic high uniform; maybs in PAP-wannabe white cardboard-like rjc uniform; me in the blue and white acjc uniform. i think mine made the most sense, anglo-chinese, after all, means english and chinese.  

the dance was not too bad, but as expected i screwed it up by 1. twirling the wrong way, 2. looking lost, 3. walking straight into the curtains after the dance. 410+411+412 got first : ) extra hurrays to us and the geppers. food was good : ) especially the russian stall's egg+ham thingamajig.  

i feel wonderfully clean eating healthy. promote healthy eating! 


mardi, juillet 20

and tofu and kitkat and snickers and more nougats.
 
psyched up to study! pep talks don't really work but then i suddenly realised there's about one more month to prelims.  i'm a nerd, hear me burp! : ) feeling quite happy for no particular reason.

lundi, juillet 19

i'm stuffing myself with nougats. this isn't working.

boot polish. centerstage was funnier though : )
 
xue + joan + joyce + angela + jen + qi + kx + rau, my lovelies! they make me happy and silly. come back on wednesday to have (inedible) noodles in school, aiight? three slices of angela-baked apple crumble cheesecake is absolutely sinful.
 
baybeats was pretty good as well, just that my feet died. i've forgotten how lovely esplanade actually is. should start patronising the quirky restaurants there.
 
sorry i have no idea what's going on.
 
i can hardly hear you say
what should i do, well you choose
     look what you've done - jet

vendredi, juillet 16

spent my dinner with bee + xue + mer + vee + samz + free-o + yeung at indochine : ) haha this year in addition to more normal presents, i got a really pretty pink and purple helium balloon, courtesy of xue (revenge on me).

extended thanks to EVERYONE else. if you are like venus, just drop me your name and i'll thank you in bold. big THANK YOU : )

should start drinking evian again in an attempt to be less naive.


jeudi, juillet 15

happy birthday to me!

loves to all who remembered and who wished me happy birthday : ) especially to clare + f3 + jerm + joe.

sweet tender sixteen. birthdays are simply made to embarrass you. don't sing the birthday song to me again!

oh how i trivialise important matters and blow up the insignificant. priority and authority problem.

yeech i sound like some bad girl wannabe.

mercredi, juillet 14

swimming meet, champions for b div : ) lost the relay to sngs by 0.02s though. still not into the whole cheering thing, it gets quite overboard sometimes.

was quite annoyed about being booked, all that belt and nails nonsense. but then i remember this verse. when i see this verse, i am reminded of angeline because she was the one who showed me this verse.
"in your anger do not sin. do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold." - ephesians 4:26-27

emotional promiscuity is dangerous. when i'm overexposed, i feel like a snail without its shell. defenceless and.. disgusting.

such an efficient worker, i managed to get about one or two questions done in the span of four hours. thanks to clare just for your presence today : )

those spurious claims don't really get down to me that much, just that it makes me feel misunderstood. as much as it sounds cliched. gad, that sounded way too hackneyed as well.

you know what? i want to blog but i have nothing to say. well done. i have finally run out of words.

mardi, juillet 13

do not please the devil that inhabits you.

the naked sense sometimes see too little - but then always they see too much.

can't get enough of that song by jet. i've been drowning in a sea of nice songs lately.

in case you read this, and if you don't, i'll make you read this: a million thanks to freeman for the nougats! oh fine, nogas. haha i had to lug two kg worth of them home.

dimanche, juillet 11

"quit playing games." whoever said that must be dumb. games are fun, without games we'll be living in an extremely mundane world. and what do i say? if it's not fun, then don't do it.

wtpw was that?

let me digress first. wtpw stands for what the project work. because project work is such a disgusting thing it could used as a swear word. i didn't come up with this bull, sara did.

woke up at 4pm, waking up and going back to sleep at various intervals of 8am, 10.30am and 1pm. means i didn't go to church or drums, means i'll be lagging way behind for next lesson. pretty behind my study plan too. wtpw.

emotions are so easily cheapened.

dear, you're not the only one putting up a facade. sometimes we even lie to ourselves. just wanted you to know you're not the only one who feels like that. i have loads to say to you. : ) aye you'd better know who you are.

i don't know what you want, even worse, i don't know what i want. too many "i don't know"s. feeling perplexed and flummoxed in such an imbroglio, morass, quagmire. confused? yeah, me too.

samedi, juillet 10

my life needs to be augmented. missing parts and rotten pieces should be gotten rid of. rotten things are encumbering me. i'll try to do what i was told to do, but boy, is it difficult for me.

some things never change, do they?

passerby: nope i haven't graduated from rg, i'm sec 4. and no i wasn't retained or anything. haha how come you thought i've already graduated?

an entire metal beam fell on a girl today on stage during rehearsal, pregnant silence of shock ensued. so many thoughts crossed our minds, it fell so fast and when it hit her, she just crumpled to the ground. thankfully, she wasn't in such a bad condition but just seeing that pool of blood was.. sickening. bass guitar player from band-age, cheryl. let's keep her in prayer.

movie date with samz, to kill a king, don't like it that much but the movie poster is nice. spinelli filled me up with caffeine and second-hand smoke. samz left for her group discussion a few hours late, punctual and responsible.

heh sanity left me again, watched a 1.15am screening of the whole ten yards. gad, a relatively high budget crap movie. like goldmember.

slight hope
it dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption

     vindicated - dashboard confessional

jeudi, juillet 8

mean girls is some funny stupid shit. so people, let's cut down on our bitching. i won't give silly untrue compliments though.

feeling sanguine about plans : )

sun is shinin' in the sky
there ain't a cloud in sight
it's stopped rainin'
everybody's in a play
and don't you know
it's a beautiful new day, hey hey

     electric light orchestra - mr. blue sky

mercredi, juillet 7

spidey! tons better than the first one. i give it four out of five popcorns! the soundtrack is marvellous.

thus, in discourse, the lovers whiled away
the night that waned and waned and brought no day
they fell: for heaven to them no hope imparts
who hear not for the beating of their hearts.

     al aaraaf - edgar allan poe

mardi, juillet 6

15 minutes this evening, 10 more minutes every week! nice, we must motivate each other : ) a refreshing shower will rejuvenate me.

talking to the oracle now. go figure. you wouldn't want to hear his singing amplified 2000 times. sucks to those who did.

greece takes away the title of euro 2004 champion. well done, really. finally, no more waking up at unearthly hours. slept for a grand total of one hour after the match, resulting in me oversleeping on the train and landing up at redhill.

little girls with long eyelashes and sweet voices are the most lovely things around : ) lorraine + samantha!

i hate being in town when it's packed with people. it makes me nauseous, claustrophobic and grumpy.

embarking on my saving plan, all the best to me.

lundi, juillet 5

traffic jams are a pain in the (bottle)neck. increased the cab fare by a fair bit and made me so late for church that i missed the whole of worship! : (

whole load of us went to jo's after that, jo + i played tennis haha our skills could do with some improvement. slacked around a lot and watched a video made about 20 years ago on jo's bro's 4th birthday, super funny super cute! all the church oldies in retro clothes haha.

sharapova is sure impressive for a 17-year-old. aye the wimbledon championships zoomed by! i only managed to catch one quarterfinal match. hoping greece and portugal draws at full time with portugal winning after. i'll be one happy girl and i'll be extra kind to all the kids at service learning tomorrow : )

it's comforting to know that someone's there. and i trust wholeheartedly.

samedi, juillet 3

chocolate buffet at fullerton: death by chocolate. exploded and stained the four walls with chocolate. was so full after a few helpings that we couldn't try every single dish!

looking ever so inconspicuous with a red dress with white polka dots. lovely time we had, nice + jacq + xue + chris + grace (fhm model) + joan + kx. of revolving doors, ocean's eleven re-enactments, appearing strawberries and disobedient contact lenses.

champagne, beer, instant noodles, drinking goggles (which i refused to partake in), cards and dog poo at gab's.

chinese listening was sleep-inducing, incomprehensible and tricky. breakfast and books with clare + bern. nothing beats breakfast and books : ) discovery of the day: beef pies are tastier than chicken pies.

at the end of the day, when i'm left alone with you, i'm still that awkward girl.

vendredi, juillet 2

chinese Os orals, am becoming less and less fluent in mandarin. haha going to hwachong will revive my mandarin skills : )

slacked my entire day away like i wasn't supposed to, shopping seems like a distant memory and i'll keep it that way for now. saw people who just returned from wherever e.g. gabriel the yandao tan, eric, zhijian etc. jc sounds extremely bleak, definitely not a motivation to be more diligent.

aye the peanuts fever is spreading! go czech! "well? czech or republic?" -- me during dinner.

the more someone doesn't take notice of me, the more interested i am.

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